Study and working.

For some who do not know, for the time being, I am working and studying at the same time. In the morning I go to classes, in the evening I go to work.

Working in the evening as stated here is not like what that came across you mind just now (yeah, I can see it coming! i can see it!. Nope, I don't work as a bartender, GRO (sebab the other day during class, I was telling Rose " weh aku keja mlm ni, eh apesal bunyi mcm keje pelacur je ni?". ngehehe.

I continue working with the doctor, since they called me up and asked me a favor to continue so I thought, why not?

Honestly, it is tiring. But there is always a good side of it. I earn extra income, my loan money can be invested into somewhere profitable for my future,(IELTS, ACCA or wedding), time will not be wasted and being busy.

During working hours, I can still study since Doctor has been encouraging me to do so. And now, my studies is not affected at all. Alhamdulillah. In fact, I have a better time management!

Apart from that, I learned a lot. Working with doctor. You know that doctor is always associated with giving humanity services to the community? Now I learned more when it comes to meeting people, how to communicate maturely, treat the elderly respectfully and so on.

So when people asked me " why of all places you go and work at clinic?"

Maybe my reason being so is that myself is quite random once in a while, I'd like to try something different than my very own profession. It's fun ya know! Since I am still studying, I can try different things knowing I'll be sitting around my desk with a full set of company's account to deal with in the future.

:) I am tremendously happy with who, what and how I am today. Alhamdulillah.

Al-Fatihah.

A month ago, we were mourning upon MJ's death. And now, Yasmin Ahmad.

Al-Fatihah to a soul who had touched so many lives with such beautiful creations of adverts and movies. Someone who is a colourblind when it cames to race, someone who has been trying to explain to the our nation that racism doesn't do any good.

It seems like people who are colourblind like MJ and Yasmin Ahmad have gone.

May Allah S.W.T will always bless your beautiful soul. Amin.

We are all one. God created us with different colours but we are meant to know and mingle with each other. So stop being a racist.

2 weeks ago.

this is what we call self-transformation. Nice huh. I am officially a frog!

Boleh tahan.

Working +part time = hell tiring!

But all in all, it has been great. At least I am not wasting my time. Well, got to make some change in my life you see.

p/s: Aref, aku rasa macam dah mula rindu kau siot. Shimoneeehh!

So I was thinking, does ending up studying in a so-called-100-top uni can make you a better person? A better graduate, a better employee and a also a better citizen? Studying in Harvard or Oxford itself doesn't guarantee your placement in the top companies either.

I hope next time, those people who are just totally "air-headed" will think twice before leaving some nasty comments anywhere. Do some research, reflect on yourselves before you even dared to type your stupid fingers on the keyboard.

Sampai bila nak mundur? Nak pergi tempat semua nak gempak je, tapi pemikiran kolot. At least, kawan saya independent tau?

Busy Bee.

Classes in the morning, working in the evening. Something to keep me busy and distracted but keeping my attention on school stuffs. Ahh. It feels good, knowing there will be still be cash coming in.

Nyeh nyeh.

I am happy. Alhamdulillah.

This; my friend.

This; is a friend of mine. We've been friends since standard 1. We have gone through all phases in growing up together. Doing fun things together. We don't meet up everyday, and we are totally cool about it. We don't have to make a special invitation to hang out, we will just call or text each other when we have the time, and invite ourselves. Not being a thick-skinned person, but doing things the adult's way. So it's easier this way.



We are afraid of cats and we had an attempt to overcome it by adopting a kitten that we found at the back of her house when we were ten. Sadly, the cat ran away, even though we fed the cat named Combi by us with expensive cat foods. So, until now, we are still afraid of cats.



She's naughtier than me. But, never went over the limit. She knows her limits. And so do I. Basically both of us are quite the same, except she's a cooler and a calmer version of me.



When I am alone, and I feel like laughing over certain funny things, I will call her and laugh, and that is all. Just to share the laughs together. Even when we are angry too.


It's weird.


So far, she's the only one that I've been close to, for such a long time.


So what about yours? Appreciate your childhood friends, you never know what you have until they are gone.

Attn: Nadiah Zainol

OK or not?

Filling the last thread of the break.

My so callled contract with Dr Ian Chin has ended last 2 weeks. The first day of my unemployment day was boring. Since I have nothing to do, and nothing to keep in mind that at certain this time and that time I need to work. It was sad tho, working with him was fun. Being a devout Christian himself, he fills his free time when patients are not in with bible reading. It makes me feel ashamed of myself as a Muslim for not reciting the Quran during my free time. *shame*




That evening of my last day at work, his wife, Aunty Sally came to the clinic to wave as the last goodbye and we had some interesting conversation. Both Doctor and his wife have just converted their beliefs into Christianity. The wife knows more about the prophet that I do. Again, I feel ashamed of myself.


Now, I am kind of miss working with them. You see, no matter what religion we are in, if we really deepen our knowledge about it, being faithful, and doing things according to the God's path, we all will end up being nice people. Same goes to Sir Autar Singh, my lecturer.


A few days after not working at the clinic, Shalia offered me to help her on her 12,000 pieces of cupcakes. Ordered by her loyal customer for her wedding doorgifts. The work for the mass production started on Sunday and ended on last Thursday (Alhamdulillah). But I helped her until Wednesday since I had to make my journey to K.Terengganu which will be explained later in this content. Helping Shalia was another reason I gained another kgs. Lunch, tea time, dinner. Semua sedap memang tak dapat la nak makan satu round aje.





On Thursday, I went to K.Terengganu all by myself naik bas. Stayed at my aunties house. Hari-hari melantak budu. Terbaik doh. Now I feel a bit connected with my aunty and cousins, I shall make that as my yearly routine. When I was in Shalia house, I kept telling her aunties that tho I am fully darah tganu, but I more to anak pahang. Then they said, "orang pahang selalu gelap-gelap la, awak putih, awak tganu". Then when I arrived at K.Tganu bus station, most of them putih-putih macam yang Shalia's aunties mentioned. But still, I am an anak Pahang. Got back from tganu on Saturday.


Today which is Sunday, we headed to Genting highlands (Fifi, Afiq, Zack, Farrah, Syed). We had fun like always. Akashah couldn't join us, he as something came up. It is so sad to see that the theme park has failed to maintain the place. They should upgrade the place, build more exciting rides, clean the building more often. (based on the money they get everyday from visitors!) Sad..sad.






OK. I don't feel like typing anymore. Tomorrow class dah start yaaaayyyyyy!!!!!! Back to the norm.