Kenapa Melayu susah nak maju?
Lembab.
Pemalas.
Memilih kerja.
Manja sangat
Tau nak lepak aje
Dah besar pun perangai macam budak sekolah menengah.
Buat apa-apa pun, sekadar melepaskan batuk di tangga, then merungut je lebih. Manja sangat
To hell this "ketuanan" principle. It won't bring the society anywhere.
Wake up Malays! We are so left behind. Sudah-sudahla tuh being proud of this malaise malays' ketuanan.
Sorry for this harsh content. I guess I am just too frustrated with my own race that I have become annoyed with almost everything.
Monday, June 29, 2009
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Kadang-kadang.
Kadang-kadang penulisan seperti ini mungkin perlu.
Kadang-kadang hati tidak dapat lagi menahan.
Beginilah,
Suka hati kau lah apa kau nak buat.
Kutuklah banyak mana kau mahu, caci lah sebanyak mana yang kau mampu,
Gelakkanlah, sindirlah mereka sebanyak mana yang kau mahu,
Kerana aku sudah tidak mahu masuk campur lagi.
Kau mengata meraka, tidak sedarkah kau bahawasanya kau juga dua kali lima?
Beginilah kawanku,
Aku bukan seperti tikus, di hadapan tuan rumah mencicit lari,
Walhal di belakang tuan rumah, habis makanan dalam robok dikunyah hingga bersepah.
Aku tidak suka, maka aku tunjuk. Biarlah orang mahu kata apa.
Jangan pula cari aku meminta sesuatu, kerana bila aku tiada apa-apa, kau di mana?
***
Maaf, bahasa ibunda aku juga bersepah!
Kadang-kadang hati tidak dapat lagi menahan.
Beginilah,
Suka hati kau lah apa kau nak buat.
Kutuklah banyak mana kau mahu, caci lah sebanyak mana yang kau mampu,
Gelakkanlah, sindirlah mereka sebanyak mana yang kau mahu,
Kerana aku sudah tidak mahu masuk campur lagi.
Kau mengata meraka, tidak sedarkah kau bahawasanya kau juga dua kali lima?
Beginilah kawanku,
Aku bukan seperti tikus, di hadapan tuan rumah mencicit lari,
Walhal di belakang tuan rumah, habis makanan dalam robok dikunyah hingga bersepah.
Aku tidak suka, maka aku tunjuk. Biarlah orang mahu kata apa.
Jangan pula cari aku meminta sesuatu, kerana bila aku tiada apa-apa, kau di mana?
***
Maaf, bahasa ibunda aku juga bersepah!
Monday, June 22, 2009
Air Mata Rasulullah SAW
Something to share with you guys
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AIRMATA RASULULLAH SAW... Tiba-tiba dari luar pintu terdengar seorang yang berseru mengucapkan salam. 'Bolehkah saya masuk?' tanyanya. Tapi Fatimah tidak mengizinkannya masuk, 'Maafkanlah, ayahku sedang demam', kata Fatimah yang membalikkan badan dan menutup pintu.
Kemudian ia kembali menemani ayahnya yang ternyata sudah membuka mata dan bertanya pada Fatimah, 'Siapakah itu wahai anakku?' 'Tak tahulah ayahku, orang sepertinya baru sekali ini aku melihatnya,' tutur Fatimah lembut. Lalu, Rasulullah menatap puterinya itu dengan pandangan yang menggetarkan. Seolah-olah bahagian demi! bahagian wajah anaknya itu hendak dikenang.
'Ketahuilah, dialah yang menghapuskan kenikmatan sementara, dialah yang memisahkan pertemuan di dunia. Dialah malaikatul maut,' kata Rasulullah, Fatimah pun menahan ledakkan tangisnya. Malaikat maut datang menghampiri, tapi Rasulullah menanyakan kenapa Jibril tidak ikut sama menyertainya.
Kemudian dipanggilah Jibril yang sebelumnya sudah bersiap di atas langit dunia menyambut ruh kekasih Allah dan penghulu dunia ini.
'Jibril, jelaskan apa hakku nanti di hadapan Allah?', tanya Rasululllah dengan suara yang amat lemah. 'Pintu-pintu langit telah terbuka, para malaikat telah menanti ruhmu. 'Semua syurga terbuka lebar menanti kedatanganmu,' kata Jibril. Tapi itu ternyata tidak membuatkan Rasulullah lega, matanya masih penuh kecemasan. 'Engkau tidak senang mendengar khabar ini?', tanya Jibril lagi. 'Khabarkan kepadaku bagaimana nasib umatku kelak?' 'Jangan khawatir, wahai Rasul ! Allah, aku pernah mendengar Allah berfirman kepadaku: 'Kuharamkan syurga bagi siapa saja, kecuali umat Muhammad telah berada di dalamnya,' kata Jibril. Detik-detik semakin dekat, saatnya Izrail melakukan tugas. Perlahan ruh Rasulullah ditarik..
Nampak seluruh tubuh Rasulullah bersimbah peluh, urat-urat lehernya menegang. 'Jibril, betapa sakit sakaratul maut ini.' Perlahan Rasulullah mengaduh. Fatimah terpejam, Ali yang disampingnya menunduk semakin dalam dan Jibril memalingkan muka.
'Jijikkah kau melihatku, hingga kau palingkan wajahmu Jibril?' Tanya Rasulullah pada Malaikat pengantar wahyu itu. 'Siapakah yang sanggup, melihat kekasih Allah direnggut ajal,' kata Jibril.. Sebentar kemudian terdengar Rasulullah mengaduh, karena sakit yang tidak tertahankan lagi.
'Ya Allah, dahsyat nian maut ini, timpakan saja semua siksa maut ini kepadaku, jangan pada umatku.' Badan Rasulullah mulai dingin, kaki dan dadanya sudah tidak bergerak lagi. Bibirnya bergetar seakan hendak membisikkan sesuatu, ! Ali segera mendekatkan telinganya. 'Uushiikum bis shalati, wa maa malakat aimanuku' 'peliharalah shalat dan peliharalah orang-orang lemah di antaramu.'
Diluar pintu tangis mulai terdengar bersahutan, sahabat saling berpelukan. Fatimah menutupkan tangan di wajahnya, dan Ali kembali mendekatkan telinganya ke bibir Rasulullah yang mulai kebiruan.
'Ummatii,ummatii,ummatiii?' - 'Umatku, umatku, umatku' Dan, berakhirlah hidup manusia mulia yang memberi sinaran itu. Kini, mampukah kita mencintai sepertinya? Allahumma sholli 'ala Muhammad wa baarik wa salim 'alaihi
Betapa cintanya Rasulullah kepada kita.
NB: Kirimkan kepada sahabat-sahabat muslim lainnya agar timbul kesadaran untuk mengingat maut dan mencintai Allah dan RasulNya, seperti Allah dan Rasulnya mencintai kita.
***
Thank you Rose for sending me this.
A good friend will always remind you of Allah s.w.t.
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AIRMATA RASULULLAH SAW... Tiba-tiba dari luar pintu terdengar seorang yang berseru mengucapkan salam. 'Bolehkah saya masuk?' tanyanya. Tapi Fatimah tidak mengizinkannya masuk, 'Maafkanlah, ayahku sedang demam', kata Fatimah yang membalikkan badan dan menutup pintu.
Kemudian ia kembali menemani ayahnya yang ternyata sudah membuka mata dan bertanya pada Fatimah, 'Siapakah itu wahai anakku?' 'Tak tahulah ayahku, orang sepertinya baru sekali ini aku melihatnya,' tutur Fatimah lembut. Lalu, Rasulullah menatap puterinya itu dengan pandangan yang menggetarkan. Seolah-olah bahagian demi! bahagian wajah anaknya itu hendak dikenang.
'Ketahuilah, dialah yang menghapuskan kenikmatan sementara, dialah yang memisahkan pertemuan di dunia. Dialah malaikatul maut,' kata Rasulullah, Fatimah pun menahan ledakkan tangisnya. Malaikat maut datang menghampiri, tapi Rasulullah menanyakan kenapa Jibril tidak ikut sama menyertainya.
Kemudian dipanggilah Jibril yang sebelumnya sudah bersiap di atas langit dunia menyambut ruh kekasih Allah dan penghulu dunia ini.
'Jibril, jelaskan apa hakku nanti di hadapan Allah?', tanya Rasululllah dengan suara yang amat lemah. 'Pintu-pintu langit telah terbuka, para malaikat telah menanti ruhmu. 'Semua syurga terbuka lebar menanti kedatanganmu,' kata Jibril. Tapi itu ternyata tidak membuatkan Rasulullah lega, matanya masih penuh kecemasan. 'Engkau tidak senang mendengar khabar ini?', tanya Jibril lagi. 'Khabarkan kepadaku bagaimana nasib umatku kelak?' 'Jangan khawatir, wahai Rasul ! Allah, aku pernah mendengar Allah berfirman kepadaku: 'Kuharamkan syurga bagi siapa saja, kecuali umat Muhammad telah berada di dalamnya,' kata Jibril. Detik-detik semakin dekat, saatnya Izrail melakukan tugas. Perlahan ruh Rasulullah ditarik..
Nampak seluruh tubuh Rasulullah bersimbah peluh, urat-urat lehernya menegang. 'Jibril, betapa sakit sakaratul maut ini.' Perlahan Rasulullah mengaduh. Fatimah terpejam, Ali yang disampingnya menunduk semakin dalam dan Jibril memalingkan muka.
'Jijikkah kau melihatku, hingga kau palingkan wajahmu Jibril?' Tanya Rasulullah pada Malaikat pengantar wahyu itu. 'Siapakah yang sanggup, melihat kekasih Allah direnggut ajal,' kata Jibril.. Sebentar kemudian terdengar Rasulullah mengaduh, karena sakit yang tidak tertahankan lagi.
'Ya Allah, dahsyat nian maut ini, timpakan saja semua siksa maut ini kepadaku, jangan pada umatku.' Badan Rasulullah mulai dingin, kaki dan dadanya sudah tidak bergerak lagi. Bibirnya bergetar seakan hendak membisikkan sesuatu, ! Ali segera mendekatkan telinganya. 'Uushiikum bis shalati, wa maa malakat aimanuku' 'peliharalah shalat dan peliharalah orang-orang lemah di antaramu.'
Diluar pintu tangis mulai terdengar bersahutan, sahabat saling berpelukan. Fatimah menutupkan tangan di wajahnya, dan Ali kembali mendekatkan telinganya ke bibir Rasulullah yang mulai kebiruan.
'Ummatii,ummatii,ummatiii?' - 'Umatku, umatku, umatku' Dan, berakhirlah hidup manusia mulia yang memberi sinaran itu. Kini, mampukah kita mencintai sepertinya? Allahumma sholli 'ala Muhammad wa baarik wa salim 'alaihi
Betapa cintanya Rasulullah kepada kita.
NB: Kirimkan kepada sahabat-sahabat muslim lainnya agar timbul kesadaran untuk mengingat maut dan mencintai Allah dan RasulNya, seperti Allah dan Rasulnya mencintai kita.
***
Thank you Rose for sending me this.
A good friend will always remind you of Allah s.w.t.
Stinky beans & budu.
Stinky beans. Guess what does it means? It means Petai. Yes my dear students. It's petai. It's the smelly yet so sedap beans. Even more delicious if we dip with Budu, belacan or tempoyak and eat them with rice.
But according to my gastronomical philosophy, Budu can always get along with any foods. Be it roti, mee goreng, nasi lemak, nasi kerabu apetah lagi and to cut long story short, I can eat budu with anything. Maybe one fine day I will eat budu with spaghetti and sushi too!)
Maybe that is the only Terengganu thing that has been planted inside my soul ever since I was small. I love budu. I eat every types of sambal, but budu will always be on top of the list. With this amount of budu that I've been dipping through out my 24 years of living, I wonder when can I actually speak in Terengganu dialecs and I wonder when can I actually get along with them. the only Terengganu's genes that I have; kuat makan budu, pale and freckled complexion, and kebiasaan towards the sea water (masa kecik duk main tepi pantai, pergi pulau, berenang and snorkeling dari darat sampai tengah laut, kejar penyu bertelur and korek umang-umang were the normal activities when I was small). Oh shytes, these activities might get me caught red -handed by the WWF!
Bila dah tua ini ( I like to refer myself as tua instead of dah besar; reminds me of something), relatives semua pergi menyeberang ke pulau, I have to stay at home, working out for my future plans.
Back to the petai=stinky beans issue. Don't you think the English translation of this "salad" is very funny. I found it in the NST newspaper today. Theheheh. So maybe after this, if I were to jot some ink in the autograph book, under the subtopic of favourate foods, I might write it like this;
FAVE FOODS: Stinky beans masak pedas (mak buat)
So now, I am thinking of translating budu into english. It might be "rotted fish paste". Or "rotted anchovies paste". Wahahaha!!!!
English is fun! (say it in Kim Kard's tone).
But according to my gastronomical philosophy, Budu can always get along with any foods. Be it roti, mee goreng, nasi lemak, nasi kerabu apetah lagi and to cut long story short, I can eat budu with anything. Maybe one fine day I will eat budu with spaghetti and sushi too!)
Maybe that is the only Terengganu thing that has been planted inside my soul ever since I was small. I love budu. I eat every types of sambal, but budu will always be on top of the list. With this amount of budu that I've been dipping through out my 24 years of living, I wonder when can I actually speak in Terengganu dialecs and I wonder when can I actually get along with them. the only Terengganu's genes that I have; kuat makan budu, pale and freckled complexion, and kebiasaan towards the sea water (masa kecik duk main tepi pantai, pergi pulau, berenang and snorkeling dari darat sampai tengah laut, kejar penyu bertelur and korek umang-umang were the normal activities when I was small). Oh shytes, these activities might get me caught red -handed by the WWF!
Bila dah tua ini ( I like to refer myself as tua instead of dah besar; reminds me of something), relatives semua pergi menyeberang ke pulau, I have to stay at home, working out for my future plans.
Back to the petai=stinky beans issue. Don't you think the English translation of this "salad" is very funny. I found it in the NST newspaper today. Theheheh. So maybe after this, if I were to jot some ink in the autograph book, under the subtopic of favourate foods, I might write it like this;
FAVE FOODS: Stinky beans masak pedas (mak buat)
So now, I am thinking of translating budu into english. It might be "rotted fish paste". Or "rotted anchovies paste". Wahahaha!!!!
English is fun! (say it in Kim Kard's tone).
Pesta Makan-makan.
Farrah has just moved into a new house. So she organized a very small makan-makan just among us. So each of us masak different recipes. Faiza buat corned-beef potato je, Fifi baked some s'mores, Afiq buat Fettucine, Farrah buat fried rice pedas baik punya, Zack basuh pinggan and Kashah buat lemak. (mati aku kalau dia baca)
ps: during their performance, i couldnt capture some pictures using my camera because batt kong. Aku ni, tak batt kong, memory card takde. I've been very clumsy these days I don't know why? Some part of my brain has been malfunctioning. I've been missing a lot tho, not only that, I've missed the oppurtunity to capture some pix of Once and Ahmad Dhani's butts (grrr) while at the backstage. During my HK trip too, my memory card dah full. Something has gone wrong with me man!
We have decided that Sunday will be our hari malas sedunia.(ini sirius!). Zack jadi lagi malas la sebab the whole week dia busy kerja for PMI but still kene buli basuh pinggan.
ghey. Pity mr.bf slalu kene molested.
ps: during their performance, i couldnt capture some pictures using my camera because batt kong. Aku ni, tak batt kong, memory card takde. I've been very clumsy these days I don't know why? Some part of my brain has been malfunctioning. I've been missing a lot tho, not only that, I've missed the oppurtunity to capture some pix of Once and Ahmad Dhani's butts (grrr) while at the backstage. During my HK trip too, my memory card dah full. Something has gone wrong with me man!
Sunday, June 21, 2009
PMI 3
I attended Pesta Malam Indonesia 3 yesterday. Drove all the way from Kj to Bukit Jalil which I thought jauh but surprisingly it took only 15 minutes.
Enjoyed the concert. 5 Indonesians' bands performed. I have to say I enjoyed the most seeing Gigi's performance. Armand has a very powerful stage performance. He was able to entertain the audience with his wit and talent. Gila llhhhooo!
I was there to see Dewa19 as usual lah. Ingatkan nak menggila macam last 2 years kat Dewa concert tapi dah tua bai, jadi tak dapat nak terkinja-kinja. (lagi pun banyak akak-abang TM yang semua my sister's friends). The 1st 10 minutes of Dewa's performance I was in front of the stage, but after that Zack suruh pergi naik belakang stage, and tengok Dewa perform kat atas stage(yang kat khemah atas stage), more comfortable but duk tengok Once and Ahmad Dhani aje le. Mantap juga.
To conclude, I enjoyed it. Seronok bai pergi concert pastu dapat vip access boleh makan dan duduk dalam air-conditioned tent. kalau NoDoubt punya concert dapat passes macam ni memang lemak!
Enjoyed the concert. 5 Indonesians' bands performed. I have to say I enjoyed the most seeing Gigi's performance. Armand has a very powerful stage performance. He was able to entertain the audience with his wit and talent. Gila llhhhooo!
I was there to see Dewa19 as usual lah. Ingatkan nak menggila macam last 2 years kat Dewa concert tapi dah tua bai, jadi tak dapat nak terkinja-kinja. (lagi pun banyak akak-abang TM yang semua my sister's friends). The 1st 10 minutes of Dewa's performance I was in front of the stage, but after that Zack suruh pergi naik belakang stage, and tengok Dewa perform kat atas stage(yang kat khemah atas stage), more comfortable but duk tengok Once and Ahmad Dhani aje le. Mantap juga.
To conclude, I enjoyed it. Seronok bai pergi concert pastu dapat vip access boleh makan dan duduk dalam air-conditioned tent. kalau NoDoubt punya concert dapat passes macam ni memang lemak!
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Buku autograp.
I cleaned my room. Faiza's dictionary for room cleaning is
Getting rid of things which are not being in use for more than 2 years. Take it and trash them into recycle bin.
That's my rules alright? I keep buying things you know, if I don't get rid of the old ones, then my room will look like storage room. I like to trash things away.
And then I found my autograph book when I was in Standard 6. Gila kelakar wey. I am very sure that everyone of us has it!
So beginilah ceritanya:
1st page: Rules of the autograph book.Tapi kat dalam my book I tulis "ARAHAN" )Macam syaitan kecik-kecik dah gila kuasa).
1. KALAU BOLEH BUAT CANTIK-CANTIK
2.JANGAN KOYAKKAN
3. bUAT TAK LEBIH DARI 2 MUAK SURAT (gila kedekut doh masa kecik)
4. KALAU TAKNAK TULIS, BAIK JANGAN TULIS SUBJEK, SEBAB BUKU AUTOGRAPH NI BUKAN BUKU AUTOGRAP YANG DAH SEDIA TULIS. BUAT ABIS INK PEN JE! (haih..ini lah dia, budak 12 tahun nama dia faiza)
5.LEPAS BUAT SAIN TANGAN KAT PAGE BELAKANG
6. DON'T LIE. (dah kenapa? bodoh weh aku masa kecik, eh tapi UPSR 4A's )
2nd page is my biodata page. And I couldn't believe that I had such.My ambition was becoming a doctor. Like yeah, when we were kids, we tend to be more interested in professional job. And favourate singer/band yang kelakar ni : Spice girls, No Doubt (sampai skarang suka ok!), Bee Gees (huh?), Innuendo (belaian jiwa), 911(they were so awesome with bodyshakin' and etc), Hanson (mmg hot ah kan dulu), Gary Barlow (like what the fish? I liked that? something was wrong man!) and Wild Orchid. btw, Aref juga suka Gary Barlow.
Since that was my biodata in my own book, so I didn't write much. But usually dalam mana-mana buku autograp pun, mesti ade bestfriend, very very very bestfriend, enemy tapi mesti akan tulis as "rahsia". Kelakar wey. Nak nangis pun ada. Knowing that ada bestfriends yang tulis dalam autograp book 13 years ago still bestfriends lagi. ( I still think they are the best of the best, oleh itu, appreciate your old friends, you will never know what you have until you've lost them)
Nona liked Peter Andre, And Syaida liked BSB, Spice Girls, KRU. And Syaida! you will be surprised to know that your ambition was to be an Accountant! hey that's me!(tapi dari dulu memang selalu gelakkan Nona suka Peter Andre). Paling best bila Zana punya ambition she wrote : Doctor or Fashion Diziner.Ok, mmg designer Zana spelled macam tu. Masa kecik kita punya English mmg kelakar.
And my book juga berjaya merantau to SKKT. So Farissa's page pun ada, her ambition was to become a Doctor and Alhamdulillah she is now a Doctor. Clap Clap! And Aini Ahmad too, dah jadi doctor, macam her ambition written here. Fifi pun nak jadi doctor dulu. Semua nak jadi doctor including yours truly. Paling tak boleh blah is Aref la, cita-cita Prime Minister bai. And yeah Aref, Dari darjah 6 kau suka tengok Friends. Gila maju sebab aku tengok tomato man je.
And mesti ada jugak favourate brands. gila poya ah kita masa kecik-kecik dulu. Not to forget favourate food like "ketam masak kicap(mak buat)". At the end of the "artwork" mesti ada kata-kata nasihat such as;
Good luck for your UPSR. Or in other words "5A's you must get". hahahah
Remember me and Allah always.
Forever friends. Don't forget me.
And segala ucapan terima kasih termasuklah Majulah sukan untuk negara.
Those were the days man. We were younger and free. Less dramas but loving our friends more. We got excited over small things and did not take dramas as part of our daily conversation. All we knew was playing, main beskal, main roller coaster blakang skolah pastu terjumpa abang pakai spek rambut kerinting naik basikal tanya "dik, sekolah seaport kat mana" sambil tangan kat bawah pegang anu dia. Hahaha. Sampai sekarang aku phobia "anu".
Banyak lagi if i were to elaborate on my autograph book. Nak je I elaborate sorang-sorang punya biodata. So funny man!
Getting rid of things which are not being in use for more than 2 years. Take it and trash them into recycle bin.
That's my rules alright? I keep buying things you know, if I don't get rid of the old ones, then my room will look like storage room. I like to trash things away.
And then I found my autograph book when I was in Standard 6. Gila kelakar wey. I am very sure that everyone of us has it!
So beginilah ceritanya:
1st page: Rules of the autograph book.Tapi kat dalam my book I tulis "ARAHAN" )Macam syaitan kecik-kecik dah gila kuasa).
1. KALAU BOLEH BUAT CANTIK-CANTIK
2.JANGAN KOYAKKAN
3. bUAT TAK LEBIH DARI 2 MUAK SURAT (gila kedekut doh masa kecik)
4. KALAU TAKNAK TULIS, BAIK JANGAN TULIS SUBJEK, SEBAB BUKU AUTOGRAPH NI BUKAN BUKU AUTOGRAP YANG DAH SEDIA TULIS. BUAT ABIS INK PEN JE! (haih..ini lah dia, budak 12 tahun nama dia faiza)
5.LEPAS BUAT SAIN TANGAN KAT PAGE BELAKANG
6. DON'T LIE. (dah kenapa? bodoh weh aku masa kecik, eh tapi UPSR 4A's )
2nd page is my biodata page. And I couldn't believe that I had such.My ambition was becoming a doctor. Like yeah, when we were kids, we tend to be more interested in professional job. And favourate singer/band yang kelakar ni : Spice girls, No Doubt (sampai skarang suka ok!), Bee Gees (huh?), Innuendo (belaian jiwa), 911(they were so awesome with bodyshakin' and etc), Hanson (mmg hot ah kan dulu), Gary Barlow (like what the fish? I liked that? something was wrong man!) and Wild Orchid. btw, Aref juga suka Gary Barlow.
Since that was my biodata in my own book, so I didn't write much. But usually dalam mana-mana buku autograp pun, mesti ade bestfriend, very very very bestfriend, enemy tapi mesti akan tulis as "rahsia". Kelakar wey. Nak nangis pun ada. Knowing that ada bestfriends yang tulis dalam autograp book 13 years ago still bestfriends lagi. ( I still think they are the best of the best, oleh itu, appreciate your old friends, you will never know what you have until you've lost them)
Nona liked Peter Andre, And Syaida liked BSB, Spice Girls, KRU. And Syaida! you will be surprised to know that your ambition was to be an Accountant! hey that's me!(tapi dari dulu memang selalu gelakkan Nona suka Peter Andre). Paling best bila Zana punya ambition she wrote : Doctor or Fashion Diziner.Ok, mmg designer Zana spelled macam tu. Masa kecik kita punya English mmg kelakar.
And my book juga berjaya merantau to SKKT. So Farissa's page pun ada, her ambition was to become a Doctor and Alhamdulillah she is now a Doctor. Clap Clap! And Aini Ahmad too, dah jadi doctor, macam her ambition written here. Fifi pun nak jadi doctor dulu. Semua nak jadi doctor including yours truly. Paling tak boleh blah is Aref la, cita-cita Prime Minister bai. And yeah Aref, Dari darjah 6 kau suka tengok Friends. Gila maju sebab aku tengok tomato man je.
And mesti ada jugak favourate brands. gila poya ah kita masa kecik-kecik dulu. Not to forget favourate food like "ketam masak kicap(mak buat)". At the end of the "artwork" mesti ada kata-kata nasihat such as;
Good luck for your UPSR. Or in other words "5A's you must get". hahahah
Remember me and Allah always.
Forever friends. Don't forget me.
And segala ucapan terima kasih termasuklah Majulah sukan untuk negara.
Those were the days man. We were younger and free. Less dramas but loving our friends more. We got excited over small things and did not take dramas as part of our daily conversation. All we knew was playing, main beskal, main roller coaster blakang skolah pastu terjumpa abang pakai spek rambut kerinting naik basikal tanya "dik, sekolah seaport kat mana" sambil tangan kat bawah pegang anu dia. Hahaha. Sampai sekarang aku phobia "anu".
Banyak lagi if i were to elaborate on my autograph book. Nak je I elaborate sorang-sorang punya biodata. So funny man!
Monday, June 15, 2009
Kain Batik & wonderpets
Hello earthlings.
How's things with you guys? Mine is so so. I know this week is going to be a hell of a boring week since Zack is busy working setting up for pestimalamindonesia. yay dewa19 is coming and I am so going. thank you.
Suddenly my blog sounds like a bimbo's blog. shytes.
Last Sunday was perfect. Last weekend was perfect. Spend it with Fifi and Kasah at Farah's house. We did it like totally a kampung style. T-shirt, sluar tido, kain batik, kain pelekat, macam illegal immigrants. We had a good laugh. Masak nasi goreng, Zohor baru mandi, tengok Wonderpets. (vavi I got damn annoyed with the singing conversation. Ini sirius!) If only we can spend every weekend doing nothing except lazing around in people's place.
How's things with you guys? Mine is so so. I know this week is going to be a hell of a boring week since Zack is busy working setting up for pestimalamindonesia. yay dewa19 is coming and I am so going. thank you.
Suddenly my blog sounds like a bimbo's blog. shytes.
Last Sunday was perfect. Last weekend was perfect. Spend it with Fifi and Kasah at Farah's house. We did it like totally a kampung style. T-shirt, sluar tido, kain batik, kain pelekat, macam illegal immigrants. We had a good laugh. Masak nasi goreng, Zohor baru mandi, tengok Wonderpets. (vavi I got damn annoyed with the singing conversation. Ini sirius!) If only we can spend every weekend doing nothing except lazing around in people's place.
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Honey Bee 2
I miss them too.
Sha & Lia
Cik Wosh
Pak Huanying & Ida
They are my closest friends in my faculty. Those with high percentage of insanity.
While I am typing this, I am actually all alone at my house. It is 1.45 am in the morning and I heard some birds chirping. It's fcuking scary.
Fuckerulrazi al-babirudin.
:)
Improved. But there is a lot of spaces for improvement. I wonder when actually. It's just to me that, when everyone else can aced it, why can't I? Fuckerulrazi betul.
Alhamdulillah for the exam result anyway!
There is always 2 sides of everything kan? I've been facing this difficulty of doing things I don't really like. But it's good you know. By far, I know my capabilities of forcing myself into the highest level. Though I might not be a straight A's student but I am glad for things that I'd done.
"Kadang-kadang, orang yang paling kita sayang lah, orang yang paling susah kita nak sayang".
But tell me, how far being a super excellent student can guarantee a person in the future? How far it can bring them? I am not saying this because I haven't got my CGPA of 4.0 yet, but it's just my curiousity that kills me. But my hands are down for ; interpersonal skills.
Improved. But there is a lot of spaces for improvement. I wonder when actually. It's just to me that, when everyone else can aced it, why can't I? Fuckerulrazi betul.
Alhamdulillah for the exam result anyway!
There is always 2 sides of everything kan? I've been facing this difficulty of doing things I don't really like. But it's good you know. By far, I know my capabilities of forcing myself into the highest level. Though I might not be a straight A's student but I am glad for things that I'd done.
"Kadang-kadang, orang yang paling kita sayang lah, orang yang paling susah kita nak sayang".
But tell me, how far being a super excellent student can guarantee a person in the future? How far it can bring them? I am not saying this because I haven't got my CGPA of 4.0 yet, but it's just my curiousity that kills me. But my hands are down for ; interpersonal skills.
Monday, June 8, 2009
Anda mahu kurus?
Phew!
I freaked out last week to know that my Body Mass Index (BMI) indicated that I'm overweight. Now I do sound like a total bimbo bitch right? Thehehe. That's because I'v never been overweight. I eat a lot and somehow my mind couldn't stop my desire to eat. Lagi-lagi sekarang di mana sentiasa senang hati sahaja. Alhamdulillah.
What I did last week (after tau), I controlled my dietery knowing that I love to eat. I ate less carbo, drink loadsa plain water, soymilk, fruits and jadi active nak mampus termasuk dengan rajinnya basuh kereta parents, mop lantai, and some stretching (a bit of yoga yang tak seberapa) and yaaayy! berat turun 2.5 kg. Jadi sekarang dah normal weight. Lalu boleh makan banyak lagi!!!!!!
I went for a job interview untuk buat kerja data entry (jangan main-main ya), a job so simple yet to have a very "schematic" interview process. Lets pray that I will get the job. Went with Hajar (my bro-in-law's sister), but I'd like to call her as my cousin aje lah. I need the job. I need to collect money untuk kawin and sambung study pls pls pls pretty pelis.
Ok, some new pics. Ini pun dari camera orang. Pictures are taken from Zafry's, Fel's photographer and Aida's. During Fel's engagement. Fel is my very close friend and I love you Fel!
I freaked out last week to know that my Body Mass Index (BMI) indicated that I'm overweight. Now I do sound like a total bimbo bitch right? Thehehe. That's because I'v never been overweight. I eat a lot and somehow my mind couldn't stop my desire to eat. Lagi-lagi sekarang di mana sentiasa senang hati sahaja. Alhamdulillah.
What I did last week (after tau), I controlled my dietery knowing that I love to eat. I ate less carbo, drink loadsa plain water, soymilk, fruits and jadi active nak mampus termasuk dengan rajinnya basuh kereta parents, mop lantai, and some stretching (a bit of yoga yang tak seberapa) and yaaayy! berat turun 2.5 kg. Jadi sekarang dah normal weight. Lalu boleh makan banyak lagi!!!!!!
I went for a job interview untuk buat kerja data entry (jangan main-main ya), a job so simple yet to have a very "schematic" interview process. Lets pray that I will get the job. Went with Hajar (my bro-in-law's sister), but I'd like to call her as my cousin aje lah. I need the job. I need to collect money untuk kawin and sambung study pls pls pls pretty pelis.
Ok, some new pics. Ini pun dari camera orang. Pictures are taken from Zafry's, Fel's photographer and Aida's. During Fel's engagement. Fel is my very close friend and I love you Fel!
Mari kita doa Fel and Afnan will kekal sampai ke anak cucu.Amin.
p/s: Dayah! sorry jarang update! kesian u. ini update untuk u jugak! Can't wait for u to get back!!!!
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Schhemmiiillee!!!
Sometimes I like to smile for no reason. M. Daud Kilau juga pernah berkata "senyumlah, senyumlah, ahaaiii Cik Adik molek".
Muka juga saya gila bayang. Bodohni.
Muka juga saya gila bayang. Bodohni.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Kamu salah orang barangkali.
All right then, these lately I just don't have the time to blog anymore.
Early morning I will jog then I have to go to work, then 5 hours break will be at home doing all the house works since mum is not in town (even when she is, I still have to be at home, helping her, she's getting old you know, can't expect her to do everything), evening will go back to work, and after that only I have time for myself.( preparing resume, do the searching stuff for my future undertaking, lepak pun dah jarang bai, movie pun dah tak pergi) So basically, I am busy and I am happy that I am busy. Because I can feel tired. When I feel tired, I think less and I worry less. And when I worry less, I forgive people easily. Like right now.
Being busy and tired are like some sort of meditation to me.
Basically, please understand. Because I totally can understand when other people are busy.
I prefer things to be simple. No hassle and practical. And I don't like myself not feeling happy because I dislike myself the most when I rant/fret/complaint. You know such negativity is not good for our whole self-immune system right?
I am a very simple person but I have this freaky complicated mind. I wear simple stuff, do simple stuff and every single thing is simple.
Oh talk about what I wear, I was told that somebody saw me somewhere, but bukan sy. Here's the tips:
I only wear long sleeves
I only wear tudung panjang
I walk on my selipar jepun everwhere
I don't wear skinny jeans
I don't wear tudung ; syria/ekin/mawi/sharifahaini/waheeda/bienda/acappan/akhilhayy/maziawati lalala hey hey
If you saw me wearing like those, then that's not me ok? hihihihihi
Smile!
Early morning I will jog then I have to go to work, then 5 hours break will be at home doing all the house works since mum is not in town (even when she is, I still have to be at home, helping her, she's getting old you know, can't expect her to do everything), evening will go back to work, and after that only I have time for myself.( preparing resume, do the searching stuff for my future undertaking, lepak pun dah jarang bai, movie pun dah tak pergi) So basically, I am busy and I am happy that I am busy. Because I can feel tired. When I feel tired, I think less and I worry less. And when I worry less, I forgive people easily. Like right now.
Being busy and tired are like some sort of meditation to me.
Basically, please understand. Because I totally can understand when other people are busy.
I prefer things to be simple. No hassle and practical. And I don't like myself not feeling happy because I dislike myself the most when I rant/fret/complaint. You know such negativity is not good for our whole self-immune system right?
I am a very simple person but I have this freaky complicated mind. I wear simple stuff, do simple stuff and every single thing is simple.
Oh talk about what I wear, I was told that somebody saw me somewhere, but bukan sy. Here's the tips:
I only wear long sleeves
I only wear tudung panjang
I walk on my selipar jepun everwhere
I don't wear skinny jeans
I don't wear tudung ; syria/ekin/mawi/sharifahaini/waheeda/bienda/acappan/akhilhayy/maziawati lalala hey hey
If you saw me wearing like those, then that's not me ok? hihihihihi
Smile!
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