Neglected place.

Hello earthlings.

I keep dragging myself to update this blog. Yes. Because I have a life to share with the real world. This blog seems to be quite unproductive.

Last week, I unintentionally broke my watch. Cermin depan dia totally pecah.The pink big wrist watch given from someone from the past. I kept wearing the watch, with the reason of; other watches are out of batteries. Nothing personal, nothing. Was thinking of buying a new watch, but I'd rather save the money for rainy days.

Finally, I can't wear it anymore. It's a sign to me that, when something is not totally mine, even though it came from the past, have become a history, then I should not keep it.

I asked Z before, wether it is O-K for me to wear it, and he said it should be no problem. But as I was thinking, if I were to put myself in his shoes, I wouldn't let my partner wears stuff the ex gave, knowing my level of jealousy is quite ..-through infinity and beyond~ So now, the watch should be at its right place; not to be seen or simply throw it.

Coping up with things

Hello earthlings

Seems like Faiza doesn't really have time to update her blog right? Ive been quite busy with open houses, house cleaning due to the renovation, tests as well as coping up with things that I don't really want to cope with ; dramas.

Sometimes I wonder, is it true ex-s can't be friends? Well for me, I can always be friends with them. But friends should be treated as normal friends you know, like normal conversation and everything's normal. But if your ex keep on bringing up the history, the fact that both of you had been together and what ever shit that is, I don't really think the ex has anything interesting to talk about, tak get over lagi pun boleh jadi, and your ex a total emoloser. So my opinion is, we can always be friends but it depends on the attitude.

Another that is, I've always opt for ignorance for I know ignorance is bliss. Truly blissful. Why does it so wrong for me, not to entertain everyone for I think it is always best for me to mind my own business? It is funny how we have reached the age of 20 somethings but failed to act like adults. I am totally tired of these stupid cakap belakang thing, hasut batu api thing. Because of this, I will keep on stereotyping people who came from this "state" tho I am sewaktu of the state. I am not a perfect person either, but at least I mind my own business and tak melaga-lagakan friendship orang.

I never knew that being a "stylish" person; as claimed by the person is the reason I have more friends. Mazhab mana pula ini. Tak layan salah, jadi stylo pun salah. Kepam la kamu ni.

Sorry for the emo post. Suka hati wa la, ini page wa.