Can you keep a secret?

Well can you just keep it yourself? It's just that I had enough of this passing around thing.

This is what I meant.

This is what I meant when I said I'm on my way to become a perempuan melayu sejati. Thanks to Jia Mansor (Ibnu's girlfriend yang sangat sweet). She suggested that I should get a pair of wedges!

p/s: I am still wondering why girls just couldn't differentiate between selipar-surau-kau-boleh-bawak-pergi-toilet and selipar kepunyaan orang? Lepuk kang! Dah la suka buat bising dalam surau dengan bahasa klate kau orang tuh. argh!

To Fara Khanafiah.

To a friend yang menamakan kucing-kucing beliau dengan nama yang merepek tetapi comel seperti spotty pepanau, oreo nabisco, dan macam-macam lagi. I miss you a lot! Diharap suatu hari nanti beliau akan menamakan salah satu kucingnya sebagai : Mamaseyoh Mamaseh.

Sorry that I've just gone through my posts and baru terbaca your comment. Nanti you balik Malaysia kita gentel telinga. ngeeeeee. Kesian that you had to put up with my wacko'ness during our PMR years. Tapi both of us dapat 8A's kan kan kan!!! (eh, ke awak kurang satu A?)

Ok. Entry ini sungguh rawak sekali. But I do miss you. A lott. You dah la dah kawin. Dengki ah!

Friday and Saturday.

I should be doing my law assignments demmit!!!!

OK, upon request, this food picture is for Yusma and Dayah. Ngeeee. Nanti I letak gambar makanan lagi.

And this is for Aqilah. Your wedding invitation has arrived!!! Thank you, InsyaAllah I will come. I miss u ex-roomie! (during Asasi UM).

And this is my attempt in becoming perempuan sejati. Bluegh. I feel like slapping my own face wih this expression.

Classes were cancelled on Friday. Accompanied Felishia pouring money at Bangsar. And she was amazed by the amount of foods I gobbled. I eat a lot you know and I can't seem to stop eating as long as there is foods! (but this time terlupa nak amik gambar foods sebab Faiza terlampau gelojoh, doa makan dah baca ok)

Ok. that is all. I'll continue blogging with more words some time later.

Sejukmain.

I'll be selling my Sunburst tix if Coldplay tak datang. Argh!




Seems like my skyhigh hope and dreams of meeting Coldplay and Dave Grohl will be shattered like ashes. I hope Chris Martin will wait for me to meet him while I am doing my ACCA in UK (eceh berangan boleh tahan!). Or Dave Grohl, save your screams for me. I shall go to the States to meet you. (patutnya kumpul duit buat Haji lagi sekali)

By the way, I really like the above song.

I'm getting old.

Grey hairs are everywhere on my head. I don't know what does that mean. From my research over the internet, it is caused by the failure of my body to create enough melanin for my hairs. Thank god.

And I am quite cranky too these lately. Easily annoyed and it shows from my face. I hate that I always make face. I hate when I can't pretend. Is this part of the maturity process? Or maybe I've been laughing too much through out my whole life that I suddenly got worn out because of that.

This is not good. Not good.

Not only that, I now have the tendancy to speak my mind out. I was not a bad tempered person but I am now. I used to be friendly to EVERYONE but now not anymore. I hate this changes.

I want to be a 23 again.

Eh tak baik lah merungut! Dosa tau. Then let's focus on the brighter side of life. I should be studying by now demmit!

Have you ever. Ep.1

You want to go to ;

To;

Buy groeceries of course.

But the problem now is, manusia macam ulat taik. (maggots)

And you became this;

And you'd love to do this to everyone.

I feel like doing this all the time. Self-satisfaction aaaahh~

Honoured.

Now I know the purpose of blogging. Which is to keep in touch with friends. Be it my neighbours , ex-schoolmate, kawan tadika, acquaintances, stalkers or friends from thousand miles away.

I feel honoured and touched when I met some of my friends and they said " oh ya I tau, I slalu baca your blog!"

Seriously friends, thank you for spending your time reading my crappish blog. *muka tersipu malu terharu*.

I never thought friends + acquaintances as well as stalkers will view my blog on a frequent basis, words couldn't describe how honoured I feel right now. Betul wey, me no joking now. Sorry sebab saya agak selalu delete my blog due to some report upon my so-called-offensive-content.

So I guess, more good memories should be added here and erase those bad ones! I'll promise I'll post up more pictures. I am currently very occupied right now(dealing and catching up with my studies) and Alhamdulillah my business plan is working. Since I've stopped asking allowance from my parents (learning to stand by my own feet), my small stuff helped a bit.

But somehow I feel, why should I stop asking allowance from them? I am still studying btw? But to come and think about it, I should be thankful enough that they have been providing me a shelter which is more than enough, a car that commutes me to everywhere that couldn't be reached by walking and ekesetera.....(etc). So I've been having more than enough and I shall stop demanding. Menyusahkan mereka dari kecik sampai besar, kasihan mereka, it's time to think like an adult.

Jadi, motto for this year, demand less, work hard, play hard (huh?), pray hard, love more, and talk less. (??? wtf?)

Some of the latest pictures taken during Aida dearie Birthday Surprise at her house in ttdi.

if makan memang laju. Sebab tu tembam sekarang.

Ye, makan lagi. Nasib baik dikurniakan cintahati yang menerima "kemelahapan" saya seadanya.


Pictures are taken from Zafry's. Bnyk lagi gambar but these are all yang sempat dicuri.

And yes, I am chubbier than before. Sebab bahagia. Gemuk dan gembira. Again, this is the best relationship. Mari berdoa agar kekal sehingga ke jinjang pelamin. Amin.

On hiatus!

I've so many things to do but so little time! Wish a day has 48 hours.

So what's new anyway? Nothing.

Have fun stalking!

Kek cawan vanilla.

I miss this cupcake. And her very polite boyfriend. If I were to be their patient, I would be thinking twice to see them. Hahahaha!

But all in all, I miss you Ezlyn, and I hope you are doing well over there like you always do.

Love you cuppy!

Happy Sunday.

I stayed at home the whole day finishing my postponed works. Followed by minum petang with friends and terjumpa siSenah ! Agak lama tak jumpa dia, that has made my day!

The past month was not a good month for me, except for new year, my birthday celebration and helping out Shalia at Youth 09. After that, things went so f*cked up. I isolated myself, not meeting many friends, excusing myself for any meet-ups, just because I felt so down, I can't help but thinking why do I have to go through this phrase of pain again. And I don't want to burden most of my friends listening to my stupid problems.

Now being an adult is not always easy especially when we are treated like kids. I miss my teenagers' years. Bangun pagi, pergi sekolah, balik sekolah, tak pun fly ponteng, tipu Pakgad, lari dari Pakgad, lepak rumah Ezlyn, prank call orang, pegi Jaya on Friday, petang pergi downtown jalan kaki with Zana and Aref (kadang-kadang naik keta E'en), sambil jalan kaki menyanyi lagu bodoh serta buat tarian bodoh dengan Aref (Zana dia waras sikit), tengok laki macam tak pernah tengok laki, jantung berdebar (bodoh ni), hari Sabtu tahan cab or called cab pergi rumah Ezlyn picked her up and pergi OU with Ezlyn Fel Evana, kat ou Ezlyn jerit kat dong-dong (hahaha, ezlyn, u were something), and macam-macam lagi, form 5 lagi menjadi-jadi perangai syaitan, almost everyday fly ngan Fifi, valentine day dapat hand-made card Zubirman, (hahaha), and those SPM preparations.

Kesimpulannya, dari zaman sekolah sampai sekarang kuat melepak. Memang nakal. Tapi masih berakal. Zaman baru nak "up". Bila ingat balik ouhhh poyo nya. But those are the things that I've been missing the most. Sometimes mimpi pakai baju sekolah PROFESSOR, socks SA pergi sekolah.

I miss you Sri Aman. Sebab Sri Aman lah saya gedik kadang-kadang.