Selamat Hari Raya!

Selamat Hari raya to One and All! I know this is a bit late, but thousand apologies for any mistakes done, words that might have torn certain hearts, and actions that have offended certain bodies.

So how's raya? Mine is great as always. Raya has always been good if the 1st of Syawal is celebrated at Kampung. Everthing is still tradionally done, the tradition is still there and most importantly, the get together that brings 20 families into 1 house in a day!

Banyak family means banyak kinds. Even tho kids might "menjengkelkan" aku, but senang cerita, tak payah layan ah. Honestly, I don't like kids no matter how cute they can be. But they just annoy the hell out of me. I am sorry kids, hidayah dan petunjuk untuk saya menyukai anda-anda semua belum sampai. hihi. At least, even tho I dislike kids, it is good enough that I am not the type who would scold them. Tak baik tau marah anak orang, cuba kalau suatu hari kita ada anak, orang marah anak kita, kecik ati mak!

Later I will upload my raya pix! Attended Didi's house and melantak lamb banyak gila. Rumah Reena melantak soto banyak juga.

Bila nak kawin?

I am sure, most of us had once or trillion times been asked about that question. Allrighty, I get the point; when we reached the age where most of us have successfully gain our degree or diplomas and what not.

But how I wish people are more sensetive upon this stupid question.

I've always been asked " bila nak kawin?". Dalam hati rasa annoyed/irritated/fcuked up tuhan aja lah yang tahu. Because to me, I feel annoyed because it is clear to them that I am still studying. Tolonglah paham, duit pun takde, study pun berhingus lagi, financially unsecured to afford the living of post-marriage. And another thing is that, I know at this point, if I were forced to get married by my parents, I'll say why not?

But, I know marriage is a huge step. I have to get myself well-prepared. I do not want to be isteri nusyuz, ini tak pandai itu tak pandai, cakap ngan husband kasar-kasar, or after kawin baru nak start enjoy. Berdosa besar suami nanti, cukup lah sekarang ayah sendiri dah tanggung dosa gua. Getting married sounds fun and "in-thing" now, but please, do not ask people who are still struggling for a piece of a degree certificate. I am totally annoyed. No degree, no marry curry maggi mee.

I have to ensure that I am financially secured first, got myself a Miu Miu bag using my OWN money. Taknak la pula dah kawin nanti beli sanitary pad pun mintak duit laki ye dok?

Just my 2 sen. For I want people to stop asking.

We are 10 months!

We are 10 months!

We first met after 5 years of not meeting each other on the

11th of August 2008.

Well I really do not know how to narrate my timelines, but all I know is my life has always been better with his existance.

;)

This Ramadhan.

A self-note to myself-this Ramadhan might be the last Ramadhan for myself. Even for everyone. For we do not know how long God is allowing us to breathe. So I keep telling myself to make full use of this Ramadhan to repay, do good deeds, spend most of the nights reciting, zikir and praying. Not trying to portray myself as a lil-goodie-two-shoes here, but as a Muslim, I think all of us are responsible to keep reminding each other right? Regardless of who you are and where you come from.

I keep feeling sorry for myself after I missed some of my Tarawih prayers. Why did I chose lepak over Tarawih? My bad. What if I wouldn't be here next year? What if next year I broke my both legs. We will never know. We plan everything, but He decides.

I chose Restaurant City and Country Story over night prayers. My bad again. When will I ever learn from my mistakes? When?

Selamat menyambut Nuzul Quran btw. Bersama-sama lah kita menginsafkan diri sendiri. This last thread of Ramadhan, lets do more good deeds.

For the current being, I should concentrate more on myself. Mind my own business. Talk less with people unless closest friends,because words; if not used properly might torn people's heart. Be nice to everyone and do not be afraid of losing anyone. I thank Siti Mazalina for this wonderful advices. You never know how much I owe you and I will always seek for your advice.
I love you. May Allah protect you and your whole family.

Sorry for any wrongdoings to anyone. We might not know when is our last day.

Addiction

I am currently addicted to Restaurant City. Lagi teruk bila whenever I am outside, jalan-jalan tengok restaurants pun boleh ada idea nak decorate bagaimana. Bunyi macam loser. Hihihi.

Anyway, just to get rid of the total addiction to Restaurant City, I tried beading!

So here is the 1st attempt.

Baju kurung tah bila tah nak pandai jahit. :