Monday, June 15, 2009

Kain Batik & wonderpets

Hello earthlings.


How's things with you guys? Mine is so so. I know this week is going to be a hell of a boring week since Zack is busy working setting up for pestimalamindonesia. yay dewa19 is coming and I am so going. thank you.


Suddenly my blog sounds like a bimbo's blog. shytes.


Last Sunday was perfect. Last weekend was perfect. Spend it with Fifi and Kasah at Farah's house. We did it like totally a kampung style. T-shirt, sluar tido, kain batik, kain pelekat, macam illegal immigrants. We had a good laugh. Masak nasi goreng, Zohor baru mandi, tengok Wonderpets. (vavi I got damn annoyed with the singing conversation. Ini sirius!) If only we can spend every weekend doing nothing except lazing around in people's place.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Honey Bee 2

I miss them too.
Sha & Lia

Cik Wosh

Pak Huanying & Ida

They are my closest friends in my faculty. Those with high percentage of insanity.

While I am typing this, I am actually all alone at my house. It is 1.45 am in the morning and I heard some birds chirping. It's fcuking scary.

Fuckerulrazi al-babirudin.

:)

Improved. But there is a lot of spaces for improvement. I wonder when actually. It's just to me that, when everyone else can aced it, why can't I? Fuckerulrazi betul.

Alhamdulillah for the exam result anyway!

There is always 2 sides of everything kan? I've been facing this difficulty of doing things I don't really like. But it's good you know. By far, I know my capabilities of forcing myself into the highest level. Though I might not be a straight A's student but I am glad for things that I'd done.

"Kadang-kadang, orang yang paling kita sayang lah, orang yang paling susah kita nak sayang".

But tell me, how far being a super excellent student can guarantee a person in the future? How far it can bring them? I am not saying this because I haven't got my CGPA of 4.0 yet, but it's just my curiousity that kills me. But my hands are down for ; interpersonal skills.

Monday, June 8, 2009

Honey Bee

I Love you. Even more everyday!

Anda mahu kurus?

Phew!


I freaked out last week to know that my Body Mass Index (BMI) indicated that I'm overweight. Now I do sound like a total bimbo bitch right? Thehehe. That's because I'v never been overweight. I eat a lot and somehow my mind couldn't stop my desire to eat. Lagi-lagi sekarang di mana sentiasa senang hati sahaja. Alhamdulillah.


What I did last week (after tau), I controlled my dietery knowing that I love to eat. I ate less carbo, drink loadsa plain water, soymilk, fruits and jadi active nak mampus termasuk dengan rajinnya basuh kereta parents, mop lantai, and some stretching (a bit of yoga yang tak seberapa) and yaaayy! berat turun 2.5 kg. Jadi sekarang dah normal weight. Lalu boleh makan banyak lagi!!!!!!


I went for a job interview untuk buat kerja data entry (jangan main-main ya), a job so simple yet to have a very "schematic" interview process. Lets pray that I will get the job. Went with Hajar (my bro-in-law's sister), but I'd like to call her as my cousin aje lah. I need the job. I need to collect money untuk kawin and sambung study pls pls pls pretty pelis.


Ok, some new pics. Ini pun dari camera orang. Pictures are taken from Zafry's, Fel's photographer and Aida's. During Fel's engagement. Fel is my very close friend and I love you Fel!







Mari kita doa Fel and Afnan will kekal sampai ke anak cucu.Amin.

p/s: Dayah! sorry jarang update! kesian u. ini update untuk u jugak! Can't wait for u to get back!!!!

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Schhemmiiillee!!!

Sometimes I like to smile for no reason. M. Daud Kilau juga pernah berkata "senyumlah, senyumlah, ahaaiii Cik Adik molek".

Muka juga saya gila bayang. Bodohni.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Kamu salah orang barangkali.

All right then, these lately I just don't have the time to blog anymore.

Early morning I will jog then I have to go to work, then 5 hours break will be at home doing all the house works since mum is not in town (even when she is, I still have to be at home, helping her, she's getting old you know, can't expect her to do everything), evening will go back to work, and after that only I have time for myself.( preparing resume, do the searching stuff for my future undertaking, lepak pun dah jarang bai, movie pun dah tak pergi) So basically, I am busy and I am happy that I am busy. Because I can feel tired. When I feel tired, I think less and I worry less. And when I worry less, I forgive people easily. Like right now.

Being busy and tired are like some sort of meditation to me.

Basically, please understand. Because I totally can understand when other people are busy.

I prefer things to be simple. No hassle and practical. And I don't like myself not feeling happy because I dislike myself the most when I rant/fret/complaint. You know such negativity is not good for our whole self-immune system right?

I am a very simple person but I have this freaky complicated mind. I wear simple stuff, do simple stuff and every single thing is simple.

Oh talk about what I wear, I was told that somebody saw me somewhere, but bukan sy. Here's the tips:

I only wear long sleeves
I only wear tudung panjang
I walk on my selipar jepun everwhere
I don't wear skinny jeans
I don't wear tudung ; syria/ekin/mawi/sharifahaini/waheeda/bienda/acappan/akhilhayy/maziawati lalala hey hey

If you saw me wearing like those, then that's not me ok? hihihihihi

Smile!