Bukan tak suka.

Mak selalu tegur, mengapa rakan-rakan saya lebih ramai tak bertudung sedangkan saya bertudung? Bukan tiada langsung, ada la, cuma tak ramai, maybe because of where I went for my secondary school. Bukan kurang gemar mereka yang bertudung, cuma ada beberapa perkara yang buat saya ada some distance with them.

1. Mereka suka jaga tepi kain orang. Just concentrate on your life will you? Kita sebok-sebok nak tahu or talk about oher people walhal other people don't talk about us at all pun. Seriously, there is more to life.
2. Mereka terlampau berkias. Macam nak korek cerita pun mengapa mesti pakai bahasa tersirat? Just say something straight to the point la.
3. They like to look at people from up to toe. Ye kadang-kadang orang lain pun stylo juga, bukan kau sorang aje.
4. Meraka suka buat bising dalam surau. Talk to their friends as if they are the only one with friends and issues.
5. Some of them don't perform their prayers pun. Orang yang merokok pun sembahyang tahu tak? Lepas tu nak pandang-pandang slack kat smokers, merokok lebih baik dari mengumpat tahu tak? (ok ini agak bodoh la)
6. Mereka suka baca novel-novel cinta which bahasa rojak, nama nak best aja walhal tiada apa-apa yang boleh change their lives kecuali keep on berangan. You know, a good book will be able to change a life or a view on life.
7. Some of them are boyfriend stealers. Beware.
8. Mereka berlagak baik dan sweet. Padahal belakang taktau lah.
9. Mereka juga suka tengok orang tengah bersiap lepas sembahyang. Jangan pandang boleh? Nak tiru la tuh!
10. When it comes to hygene, they don't really take care of it. Just smell their heads. And you will know.

Tapi tak semua orang macam itu.

Bukan tak suka, ada yang baik semestinya, just most of the time macam tuh. If tak agree diam aja, sebab this is just my view and I have my bad sides too.

No more liar liar pants on fire.

I was about to type the title as changes in season but I think it is not very suitable for the content that I am about to blog about. I would like to blog on changes; well peeople changed. Be it for better or for worse. You see, I changed too. A lot.

Last time, I used to be so secretive. Especially with my mother. I have no idea why I was hiding. Finally I realized that, there is nothing to hide about. (but kadang-kadang problems terpaksa simpan sebab mak saya punya solution kurang menyenangkan). I had to lie to hide. And it was stupid I know. I am glad that things have changed. I've been telling my mother every single thing, I don't lie anymore. I report to her everyday. And it feels so good to actually tell my mum about everything. (lagi best bila boleh mention nama Zaakir/Zack terang-terang).

I know, mothers; they will give the worst advice as a friend but the best advice as a mother. Sometimes and MOST of the time, her advices will not be something that I expect to hear. Maybe that's the whole point of being a mother cum advisor cum pencetus kemarahan. But at the end of the day, by listening to her advice and nags, things will turn out good.

I asked my mum's opinion before things get more serious between my other half and me. Just to make sure that she will like my choice, kerana restu itu sangat penting. So Alhamdulillah, she has approved.

But once in a while, I do lie to her when it comes to money. Hihihi. I always lie that I have money even though ada beberapa ringgit aje, sebab malu nak mintak duit.

It is just that, things have changed. A lot. Yeah, I might come home late around 12 am almost every night dengan baju berbau asap rokok. And the next morning I will tahan myself listening to her painful nags which might caused me to cry once in while. But in the end she will feel bad because I will bodek by doing house chores. Dulu sangat suka menjawab. Pantang dimarah terus jawab. If it was a written essay, I bet the whole book is insufficient. I am glad that I have my aunties who will rub my back when ever my mum nags at me by saying "Sabar Ijah..sabar..jgn menjawab". I am glad that I have them. If it is not because of them, I will not changed.

The thing about mothers is, their words might be painful most of the time, but it will be a good thing. Be it in long-term or short-term. Let the time decides for you. Just like remedies, they are bitter but they will heal the pain inside.

Mothers=remedies.

Aunties= cheerleaders.

That's why we are in a family!

Ok, aku merepek di sini.

Scared.

This is a bit too early for me to feel this way. But I've been thinking about it, worrying about it everyday now. And because of that, I've started printing past years' questions and finding books for the coming subjects. I know, I have been saying this everytime a semester ends but this time, I have to keep my words.

I was unable to complete 2 major financial accounting paper's questions. Which is something that is quite bad. It was a total humiliation to me. Not only that paper but also happened to another 2 subjects. When I was about to give up in the exam hall I said to myself "Don't be a sore loser Faiza. Don't be" So I tried and tembak. But if we depend on tembak in exam hall, how long tembak-tembak shoot shoot will guarantee your victory?

I am still scared by the way. Scared to face the fact that I have to resit any papers. Argh!!

Why I hate holidays.

Kerana sumber kewangan agak terhad. Noktah.

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So far, semester break has been good. Kalau tengah banyak pitis lagi bagus boleh road trip. By the way, I don't really have anything interesting stuff to blog about. Just some frustration with something which is my handphone. I always this problem when it comes to handphone/gadgets and water. Last week, we went to Pavilion and it was raining heavily. Jadi kami berlari-lari anak ke BB Plaza since Afiq parked his car there. Tengah lari memang sangat terbaik handphone jatuh dalam hujan. Jadi salah satu handphone rosak.

Jadi, bila diingat kembali, sudah banyak gadgets yang rosak because of water. My first Sony T1 digicam rosak during hujan lebat in Arau, and my handphone at that time pun sama, then motorola rosak tumpah sup, then another handphone pun rosak tertumpah orange juice and to conclude, be it handphone mahal or murah, akan rosak sebab air.

So, lepas ini pakai handphone cikai lagi senang. Kan? Rosak pun tak sakit hati sangat.

For the most wonderful person.

To my bestfriend, Reena Suriani!

Happy Birthday to the most wonderful and greatest person I've ever known. Hope you will have a great celebration this year, and may all your wishes and dreams come true.

Thank you for being such a great, sincere friend. You are not just a good friend, but you are a best friend of mine, apart from that, you have never failed in being such a good daughter to both of your lovely parents, a great sister to your "chaotic"(joking!) siblings, a wonderful girlfriend to Faiz and not to forget, a wonderful friend to us too!

Happy Birthday Reena dearie. May Allah s.w.t merahmati anda kerana orang baik seperti anda selalu disayangi Allah s.w.t.

Hello earthlings.

Hello there earthlings! My holiday has just started. Though I am not feeling good because of my accounting paper, but I should just live the life and if anything goes beyond my expectations, I will just accept it.

So yesterday was good. Went dinner with family after exam.

Today will be good and so as tomorrow. I have so many things planned in my head.

To do list:
Kemas bilik. If boleh cat sekali.
Kemas rumah. Polish furniture, lap sana lap sini.
Read more books.
Travel jalan-jalan with COTY. (Fifi Afiq)
Print all past years' questions for next semester's subject. (ini dah berapa kali punya azam ni)
Take more pictures.
Exercise more. Pergi jogging balik. Perut dah ada sikit. Thighs are bigger.Macam malu.

Oh well, things have been good so far walaupun exam. I feel good when I ignored certain stuff. Not that I am being heartless, just that I'd rather ignore than learning about small things that I will not understand why it happened. It's not that I don't appreciate, tah! certain things are better left unsaid. Like I said in the previous entry, I don't need to disclose my problems and and let the whole world informed about it. I might hurt anyone if I do so right?

Going to enjoy my holidays yaw.

Ramalan bintang-bintang

Kamu percaya ramalan bintang-bintang? Saya tidak pernah percaya pun. Sebab Islam tidak galakkan. Tapi suka baca kerana kadang-kadang macam kebetulan.

Contoh:

Kami dua-dua kononnya berbintang Capricorn. Secara kebetulannya kami banyak persamaan. Jadi mahu percaya atau tidak? Lebih jangan percaya ramalan bintang-bintang ini. Untuk suka-suka boleh la.

Apa yang sama? Salah satunya adalah :
kami gentel telinga sebelum tidur.

Tapi orang-orang Capricorn agak semacam bukan? Semacam seperti kami lah.