The one and only.

I love seeing my friends who have quite a number of siblings. Say; more than 2. I mean, their life might be chaotic (contoh terbaik: Reena and Dayah punya adik-beradik lah). Imagine during wedding preparation, gila best wey.

When I looked on myself, sadly I only have my sister. My older sister. We have 7 years of gap. Imagine that? And the best part is, we totally have different personalities. My sister doesn't know much about houseworks or living skills. Nak tengok dia gardening? Weh terbalik dunia kut. Nak tengok dia lap tingkap, mop lantai, masak, memang payah, once dia buat memang amazing lah.

But she has other qualities that I don't have. She knows how to save her money, and undeniably, she is very smart and very outspoken, very good in public speaking. She was one of those yang suka masuk pidato and public speaking and stuff while I'd never been into any. And her English is excellent. (but at home, my family don't converse in English at all, we all speak with our mother tongue; loghat Pahang and my dad sorang je loghat Terengganu). I can be said as shy compared to her. If you think that Faiza tak tahu malu, the sister is worst.

I remember when we were younger, we always fight with each other. Up to the extend that my dad will came up to us, pull our hair together and hantukkan kepala dua-dua. Imagine that? Terlampau banyak sangat gaduh. Tahap dengki masing-masing juga tinggi. Sorang dapat dua-dua mesti dapat. Gila teruk tak boleh blah perangai masing-masing.

My high-school years lagi teruk. Zaman baru nak up. Orang pergi ou, kita pergi ou, orang lepak downtown, kita lepak downtown, but my sister didn't have the opportunity saying that my parents were lagi strict during her time. So she went on controlling me, and nagging on stuff I did and what I wore.

But things changed you know. Once she got married, have children. We are closer. It's her that I will tell my problems to. Share my stories. Lagi-lagi with the existance of her husband yang super-cool, I feel more comfortable now at home. I was so terharu when she was there to back me up from my parents yang tak agree with something that happened to me. She was there giving me those supportive words.

And whatever conflicts among our relatives, she will be the only one who will support. But sadly my relatives just failed to see that.

Even after we had some misunderstandings, she will always tegur me back. Trying to talk to me. Aku ni keras hati tau tak? Dah marah, marah la. Tunngu la 2-3-4-5 hari baru nak bercakap.

I love her very much. Though I have my real blood sister, I don't think Mek (betapa T'ganu nye nama) will never be as her. I do have real blood siblings, a brother and a sister, but belum masa lagi kan nak jumpa. Even muka pun lagi sama compared to real blood siblings. Again, I appreciate her very much. Walaupun dari kecil dulu slalu gaduh, never once in my our lifetime, she slipped out those words such as "ure not my real sister anyway" Never. She never said that. She treats me like her real blood sister. And she will always be mine.

Kenapa malas sangat ni haa

Kenapa malas sangat nak study ni HHHAAAAAAA

Let pictures do the talking.

I like this picture the most

Location: Alexis Garden

Mode: Happy. Awesome service. The staffs are VERY nice and polite. Dan melayan kegilaan kami yang gila-gila remaja padahal umur dah 24 wey. More friends are getting engaged. Alhamdulillah.

Pictures were taken by Afnan.

Distances and social networking

Hello earthlings!

The whole day of Saturday has been spent on revising, studying and doing tonnes of exercises. The rest is Tawakkaltualallah.

Most of the time, I can't wait to finish my degree, get a job, settled down, and fly somewhere to further studies (you know, being the current economy situation now, most of us are adviseable to further studies to a higher level). I can't wait to globe trotting, taking pictures from everwhere around the world and learning different cultures and heritages everyday. Let's hope that dreams of mine will come true. InsyaAllah. Amin.

All right. Let's talk a bit on long-distance communication now. Having friends scattered all around the globe (oh yeah, I am a big fan of Eco-Challange in Facebook), but I have no friends in countries like Trinidad & Tobago, Gibraltar, Seyshells, Micronesia etc ekeseterraaa.Thehehe.

If we were in 3 decades ago, we might find it quite hard to keep in touch with relatives and friends. But now, let's give the biggest applause to the creation of internet and most importantly the social networking system; Friendster, Myspace, Facebook, blogging and the current latest fetish; Twitter.

Users are millions around the globe. It is up to individuals on which networking they want to be active in. Like me, I am more comfortable with Facebook. Sebab ada Pet Society, GEO challenge (kat atas tu silap tulis tapi wa malas nak amend), dan segala mala serigala challange yang ada sehinggakan kuiz-muiz yang melucukan.

Being our information widely spread all over the internet, it is very vulnarable to simply type in or post pictures about everything that happened in our daily lives. Hence, the creation of Cyber Law to protect users. Currently, Twitter has been a big hit. Ashton Kutcher has just received his 1 million'th (salah eja ini kut tapi biarlah sekali lagi wa dah malas) followers. As watched in E! news, the blue bird will always appear in the TV screen twittwitting flying around.

One of the hollywood actor opiniated that ; i don't do twitter and facebook because i don't want to know what everybody else is doing like "i-am-washing-my-hair", or "i am so lazy". And things like that.

I have to say that he has his point. Which is a strong one. But in social networking, we can always filter our postings. I did that. Because there are certain things in the internet that I do not want to know.

Another part that I don't really comprehend being in the social networking is adding up 1234-tell-me-that-you-love me more collections of friends. Do we actually need that thousands of friends? Do we need to have our pictures being seen by our so-called-friends? Does by approving you will make you my moon my man? (ok, sedang menyanyi di sini). Bahaya tau, main add add semua orang, nanti dia curi gambar kamu sebarkan baru tahu.

Social networking is really a good thing. Kurang rasa rindu kat Ezlyn, Dayah, Yusma, Massy and her baby Jood dan sekalian rumpai-rumpai laut yang study di oversea. thehehehe. We are always updated with each others' latest news and activities. But one thing for sure, we must be VERY careful with what we do, our postings and approving strangers. Tak semua orang baik zaman sekarang.

All right. This is quite a long post. Dah lama tak type panjang-panjang. Bahasa di atas tunggang-langgang sebab dah lama tak baca buku.

By the way, topic macam ciritordie. Esok ada exam. kangaroopatahkanshinguardamar betul lah exam hari Ahad!

What will be the best title?

Hello earthlings!

I have no idea what to put for the title. So you decide. Yesterday I sat for Taxation paper. It is the easiest subject but as usual I always go harewire and suddenly became so forgetful! But just give it a go and pray.

Next will be Economics. An easy subject too but still, will go harewire too.

This morning woke up feeling a bit tired. Maybe sebab semalam gardening (gardening wey!). Sebab malas nak pergi jogging, decided to do most of the houseworks. Seluar semua sudah tidak boleh pakai, nak beli yang baru pitis tak berapa nak ada. Now I do sit-ups everyday, angkat-angkat kaki, push ups and stuff. Tapi aktiviti makan besar still OOONNN hari-hari.

I just discovered that these days I depend too much on eyeliner. Never knew I will end up like this! To me if I don't line my eyes everyday, I look like a tak mandi person. So this one day, as seen on youtube, I tried to put on smoky eyes make-up on me.

Guess what happened?

I looked like an al-arqam and tabligh.

Potong sungguh. So no smokey eyes for me now or anymore.

Seen and Heard

Seeing how people now, the environment, the issues and conflicts; they are really convincing me that the world is coming to an end.

I am scared seeing how people party, I am scared of knowing the political conflicts and bribery issues, I am scared of the weather now, I am scared of witnessing and doing sinful things everyday but my Iman is just not as strong as Rasulullah s.a.w, I am coward for not being able to do anything on guiding to the right path. Astaghfirullah.

SubhanAllah.



This song is very beautiful. Sami Yusof is sesuatu!

Sha's Birthday

This post should have been put up since Monday but I just like to procrastinate lah.

By the way, celebrated Sha's (my classmate) birthday at Ole-ole Bali. Her fiance` (Fairuz) yang belanja. Her fiance` is one of the guys I met yang teramatlah baik dan sopan santun juga gentleman. It's hard to find superkind guys these days. Though he just got back from badminton training and with a tired face, he can still put up with us and with Sha especially yang sangat bubbly and chirpy (love u Sha).

Here are some of the pictures taken. Cupcakes sedap gila. Thank you Zaza! Now I am one of the regular customers. The base and the icing are both good. They are simple but still, beautiful to the eyes. The aunty sangat lah baik untuk melayan last minute order. Semoga business aunty ini bertambah bagus dan bagus.

cupcakes yang rasa nak beli tiap-tiap minggu buat stock di dalam peti sejuk.

Sha and Fairuz.

Sha's sweet treats!

The girls

The boys

I didn't get to eat a lot since baru lepas 4 doughnuts at J.co (syabas!). I know people will say I am kurus, but trust me, I need to loose my weight. My normal weight usually 50-53 and now it's freaking 57-58 (see how happiness brings me), but I still need sebab total fat accumulation in my body dah banyak, seluar semua tak muat. But I am still thankful that though naik badan, perut tak buncit lengan tak lambai-lambai, but naik kat kaki lah masalah dunia nya.

Ok, I am going to work out. (by doing house chores, nak pergi jogging malas bangun pagi, nak pergi gym takde duit baik save duit untuk makan)