It's all good

I'm falling in love with Lykke Li..haishh..her songs and her music I mean.

Opened eyes.

I had a meeting (bukan yang formal itu ya?) with my dearest friend after class. The last time I met her was last year. Being such a bad friend I am, I just knew it has been a year since we last met.

I was left with advices which no one ever dares to tell me but she did which; totally useful, I feel relieved. Which;

A good friend is the one who reminds you of your God ; Allah s.w.t. If she/he doesn't do that, then you know the consequances. We won't loose anything.

This might sound a little bit sensetive here but this is just my responsibility to share ok. Honestly, all these times, I hardly accept muslims who drink though it has become such a norm these days but I still can't. Don't blame my kampungness/un-urbanized mind that I have. It is just my principle.But I still can accept people who don't perform their 5 times a day prayers. But to come and think about it, the 5 times prayers are the most important thing in Islam, and jika tak buat maka kafirlah kita. There is no such sayings as jika minum terus kafir kan? No I am not saying minum is allowable and totally acceptable, just which one is the main priority? Tak mengapa lagi if we are still not covering our aurah completely, or any sinful things that we are still doing, but performing our daily prayers is the most important thing as a muslim. VERY IMPORTANT AND NEED TO BE DONE. Solat itu kan tiang agama? Rukun Islam yang kedua bukan? Salah satu rukun takda, Islam tak? Tapi bila agama suruh sambut raya semua orang sambut pulak eh?

Gossiping/mengumpat is really a bad thing. So a friend of mine chooses not to meet too many people to avoid people talking bad things about other people. I admit, I still gossip. Duhh. Gossip itu best kan? Macam seronok. But after this, I will try to kurangkan on this InsyaAllah. Bila lepak gossip 5 jam pun rasa macam 5 minit. But to come and think about it, nasib baik lah saya gossip-gossip pun ala kadar and about orang buat hal ngan saya sahaja. Other than that, I don't think I have the reason to talk bad things about others who don't do sh*t on me. But kadang-kadang tu memang seronok kan? Tapi haish! Tak boleh tak boleh mesti kurangkan! InsyaAllah.

As a muslim, it is our responsibility to keep reminding each and everyone of us. But we always think that we are never good enough to advice people. But actually, no matter who are, we still have to keep on reminding. Ignore with what we are judged with. Just keep on reminding each other. Tak salah.

Stay positive. I realized that I've been downgrading myself ever since I started my degree. So I shall start being positive after this. Lagi-lagi waktu final ini. InsyaAllah.

No matter what happened, even if we have lost our hope and facing our fears, there is only one way at the end, which is to du'a to Allah s.w.t and let Him grant our prayers.

Ok that is all thank you. Let us keep reminding each and everyone of us for future betterments.

There is a way to be good again

Currently I am at UM. I used to hate this place (or still is), but nak buat macam mana, kalau kutuk UM nanti Zack buat muka.

I had a bad dream last night. And from that dream, I was about to give up. But today, lain yang jadi. Betul orang cakap, if mimpi buruk outcome dia contrast!

Sebenarnya saya sudah malas nak study. Worn out tapi paksa diri just because this semster's result yang akan letak dalam CV untuk practical. Nanti takde company nak ambil saya practical. Kalau ada pun tempat yang tak banyak dapat knowledge.

I need to find a job during this coming semester break. Motivational factor: Marc jacobs.

Ok, got to continue reading!

Sunday brunch

I appreciate my boyfriend

Hello earthlings!

Exam is approaching yet I haven't started anything. *sigh* I am really scared of not getting good results this coming exam. Like seriously wey, PWC, KPMG, E.Y are quite tough to get my butt in.

I keep telling myself to stay positive, to work hard but somehow the laziness just hit me. nyeh. Seeing mr.boyfriend is studying hard and working his as* out doing his research, I am still here not doing anything but bullying him. Honestly, selalu rasa segan dengan dia. He keeps saying "study study kata nak 4.0 (mmg susah kut, just motivational factor)" and I will end up doing stupid faces to him.

Somehow I just do not know how to thank him for every single thing he had done to me. I have to say that this is the best relationship I've ever had. I am so grateful to meet the nicest person. (semua gadis akan ckp begini pasal bf mereka). Not only he is nice, he is also likeable by friends and he respects my friends kerana dia tak pernah buat lawak yang akan buat my friends terasa.

Looking at me, I am not being a good girlfriend to him. Reasons:

• Selalu malas nak call dia
• Selalu malas nak reply msg dia padahal dia yang bayar bill.
• Selalu tidur dalam kereta while he is driving
• Selalu buat muka kat dia
• Selalu bad mood
• Selalu merajuk
• Selalu tertido while talking on the phone before sleep
• Mengigau masa ckp phone tu tak payah cakap lah kan
• Selalu menyusahkan dia
• Selalu tak tengok dia perform sebab banyak kerja. And kalau ada Aref and Zana or Fifi ke teman baru pergi. Bukan apa, malu banyak lah nak pergi.

But he has always been the superb boyfriend to me. Reasons;

• Always bukakkan pintu for me, pintu shopping mall ke, pintu kereta ke, segala pintu. That sometimes kita selalu main kejar-kejar sebab saya sendiri berebut nak bukak pintu untuk diri sendiri.
• Usually kalau lepak with my friends, and tiba-tiba kerusi meja tak cukup untuk my friends, he will be the 1st one yang akan pergi ambilkan kerusi/meja, bukan pekerja kedai makan.
• Kadang-kadang saya pun dengki kerana dia layan kawan-kawan saya macam dia layan girlfriend dia. Tapi nasib baik dia tak gatal.
• Tak pernah take opportunity tengok other girls/boobs, be it in front of me or behind my back. While Faiza always take the opportunity tengok laki lain and stare at women's boops.(saya bukan gay please cuma agak teruja saiz yang magnificient)
• If tengah hujan, dia selalu menyusahkan diri dia payungkan my head with his hands padahal sayang pakai tudung kut, kepala kena hujan InsyaAllah tak jadi apa-apa.
• He is the most understanding guy. My bestfriend, my studymate, my partner in-crime (after Fifi), my gossip partner, my ensyclopedia. He has the nicest heart. Malu tengok diri sendiri.
• Tal pernah penat layan saya tapi saya selalu penat nak jumpa dia. jahat kan ?

I need to overcome this. I need to be a good girlfriend. I know now that I am willing to do anything just to keep him.

Kadang-kadang terfikir, mengapa tak jumpa dia dari dulu haaaaa?

Ok la, this entry is quite jiwang tangkap leleh bai.

Perempuan.

I am thinking of some productive things to be accomplished during this 3 months break.

Learn to play some musical instruments.

and

Learn to sew my own baju kurung. Semangat dah nak pergi beli kain cotton dah ni.

Nanti if baju kurung jadi, I 'll post the pix insyaAllah, if takde tuh tak jadi lah tuh. ;P

So what else, cooking checked! baking checked! maintaining my own car checked! (belajar tukar absorber ok! but of course with the help of daddy dearest), house chores checked!(ini tak payah ckp la sbb mmg tak boleh la sepah or kotor).

Satu je belum "checked", being a total woman pakai heel/wedges. Hari tuh jatuh terjelapuk. Nasib baik depan boyfriend sendiri, langsung tak malu. kalau depan orang lain pengsan malu.

Birthday again!

Wow! So many friends were born around these dates! Last night celebrated my classmate's birthday. They are actually my study mate and classmates.

So I was told by a friend of mine who introduced me to his friends, that I looked and am garang. Well, I am actually flattened(huh? FLATTERED lah! banyak sangat makan flattened ayam penyet la ni) by that. I'd rather being a garang person instead of gedik. Seriously wey, at the age of 24, garang is in! We are not 18 or 19 anymore to gedik-gedik around with guys and control cantik.

I can be said as a friendly person but it depends la. I am sure many of us have encountered with the situation in the social networking say Facebook. Suddenly you have numbers of friend requests from total strangers. What's the whole point of adding people you don't know? Not even acquaintances? I think this people should stop making this habit of collecting friends. I usually ignore them, be it girls or guys. And I know, I am not the only who is doing this (ignoring people). I don't want strangers to comment my pictures with those tacky words. eww.

Maybe they should know what kind of a person I am; gila, garang kadang-kadang, suka kentut, suka burp, tak reti nak gedik-gedik sopan, bukan minah tudung stylo pelik, tak sopan sangat cuma sopan depan mak-mak orang sahaja say mak shida, mak fifi, mak fel, mak reena, mak fiza(mak angkat), dan segala mak-mak yang ada kat malaysia ni lah!

Eee please stop adding u bustrees, I don't need numerous comments on my pictures and any daily rumblings. yuck. I've found the one, and i've already have quality friends. Thank you bai.

new term

minah tudung stylo pelik - hijab,tudung girl who has weird sense of fashion. I don't want to elaborate more. Usually mereka ada geng. And semua sepesen. Sangat mengikuti trend tudung terkini. Bukan macam saya, pakai tudung lama.