History may not be repeated again.

This is not going to be good entry, but I need to blog about it anyway.

Title is a direct translation of Newboyz's song, back then. Sejarah mungkin berulang. I remember when I was in highschool, loathed the boy band, decided to make a fool out of their song. But look at tomok now, he proved to us that he really can sing! But that's not what I am trying to share here. So here goes.

We all been through our ups and down, break ups and hook ups, hating and loving, stumbling and rising steadily again. We all went to the phases before.

What we, or I know is that, what is past will remain in the past. But what I dont comprehend here is, why is the past keep haunting this particular person? Why is friendship tied with anyone else can be such a big problem to this person? Why are you trying to break people's friendship?Maybe you are afraid of your-so-called-good-image to be jeopordized?

Stop thinking as if youre the nicest thing on earth. Stop looking for friends when you need anything to borrow but when you dont need anything to borrow you just talk cock.

And stop thinking as if you know me very well.

Bulan Remdan.

Sorry for the lack of updates! I don't feel like blogging on a frequent basis anymore. Reason being is that I am quite occupied. So Ramadhan has been such a great holy month. Everynight during Tarawih I have this feeling that I don't want this month to end. Nice, sunny but not that hot weather, less hazy, finally the air is clear! Cumulusnimbus clouds can be seen beautifully everywhere!

The Ramadhan bazaar in the evening is one of the reasons why we love Ramadhan. But the sad thing is that, some of the kuih-muih's that we bought tak sedap. I wonder, ikhlas kah mereka ini berniaga? So I decided to make all the kuih-muihs by myself. (my mum is happy with that). Just now she told my sister "Tak payah la beli kuih kat pasar, tak sedap, kuih yang Ijah buat lagi sedap". So terharu okay.

My house is currently macam harewire! On renovation, house is extended, with another room complete with a bathroom (for me! for me! yay!), kitchen is also extended. So rumah sangat dusty and sandy (seperti di tepian pantai). I should get more ideas from ShikinHambali then for my room. btw Shikin, don't forget the KomputerMuzik!

So that is all. Be good during Ramadhan. During Ramadhan, it's good to kurangkan bercakap, so we offend people less. Hence, tambahkan pahala dengan tidak menyakitkan hati orang lain. :)

Apa di atas.

Hello earthlings.



1.Sorry for the lack of blog entries these lately. I've been quite occupied, catching up with studies and working. Juggling me time between the 2. It is not that easy. Plus, I am quite and out-going person that it is quite hard to sacrifice on that matter too!



2.Ezlyn is flying back to Ireland this Thursday, going to miss her a lot. :( I had such a wonderful time during her presence in our hot and humid country.



3.Attended Nad's engagement this afternoon. Can't wait for the big day yay yay yayyy!



4. It has been a year Zack and I been going out. The first one was on 11.August. Time flies like a missile. We've been through ups and downs together. Let's just pray for more wonderful years together to come. Amin. I love you. always. (InsyaAllah).<--well, kita taktau apa akan jadi in the future kan?



5. Selamat menyambut Ramadhan to all Muslims!

Mahu menangis la macam ini.

Poster taken from Alif's fb. The pix was taken during the trip to spore last year. Nak nangis terharu. She's made it! With Incubus and all the big names! Mars Volta grrrrr....

Frown.

Something isn't right these lately. I don't really know what it is. Even if I managed to know any, I don't even know how to explain.

More to feeling down. Mostly down.

Study and working.

For some who do not know, for the time being, I am working and studying at the same time. In the morning I go to classes, in the evening I go to work.

Working in the evening as stated here is not like what that came across you mind just now (yeah, I can see it coming! i can see it!. Nope, I don't work as a bartender, GRO (sebab the other day during class, I was telling Rose " weh aku keja mlm ni, eh apesal bunyi mcm keje pelacur je ni?". ngehehe.

I continue working with the doctor, since they called me up and asked me a favor to continue so I thought, why not?

Honestly, it is tiring. But there is always a good side of it. I earn extra income, my loan money can be invested into somewhere profitable for my future,(IELTS, ACCA or wedding), time will not be wasted and being busy.

During working hours, I can still study since Doctor has been encouraging me to do so. And now, my studies is not affected at all. Alhamdulillah. In fact, I have a better time management!

Apart from that, I learned a lot. Working with doctor. You know that doctor is always associated with giving humanity services to the community? Now I learned more when it comes to meeting people, how to communicate maturely, treat the elderly respectfully and so on.

So when people asked me " why of all places you go and work at clinic?"

Maybe my reason being so is that myself is quite random once in a while, I'd like to try something different than my very own profession. It's fun ya know! Since I am still studying, I can try different things knowing I'll be sitting around my desk with a full set of company's account to deal with in the future.

:) I am tremendously happy with who, what and how I am today. Alhamdulillah.

Al-Fatihah.

A month ago, we were mourning upon MJ's death. And now, Yasmin Ahmad.

Al-Fatihah to a soul who had touched so many lives with such beautiful creations of adverts and movies. Someone who is a colourblind when it cames to race, someone who has been trying to explain to the our nation that racism doesn't do any good.

It seems like people who are colourblind like MJ and Yasmin Ahmad have gone.

May Allah S.W.T will always bless your beautiful soul. Amin.

We are all one. God created us with different colours but we are meant to know and mingle with each other. So stop being a racist.