I can do this!

Apa di atas?

Life's a bit tough. Juggling time and task. It's tiring but it keeps me going. But the bitter part is that, I've procrastinating a lot, failed to manage my time efficiently. I'm just hoping that this coming semester break, I'll manage to accomplish some of my resolutions. Which;

To write on a journal on a frequent basis. Well not everyday lah. The funny part is, I'd bought myself an instant camera just to post pix, but in the end, due to my lack of efficiency in time management, I can't seem to find some free time for that. Let's just let the real time will come.

To read more on this. Santapan rohani.

And to finish up all of these. Pulangkan buku-buku Shida! See Shida, I've been taking good care of your books! Bila kita pinjam barang orang, kita harus jaga baik-baik kan?

And, I've just realized that though I am 24, I don't have much skills. I should learn to play some musical instrument. Maybe boleh kerja kan Zack punya bass instead of jual sekalian bass dia secara senyap-senyap kat ebay. (tapi amp takde)

Seriously, I should really start making my life more interesting. Though I am happy with who and what I am today (except for the fact that I am studying accounting which I am starting to loathe). Not just musical intruments, but attending sewing classes, baking classes, kelas fardu ain pun sangat digalakkan, another 4th or 5th languange classes (Arabic,German, French, japanese or spanish). Anything. Just jangan warm-warm chicken shit aje lah. Oh ya, Zack's mum would like me to learn hindi, kasikmurahkaokulatoryayciktaboo.

Ok itu sahaja harapan saya. Bukan nak I pon sebab orang lain pon I pon (Dayah and reena paham ni).

Did I just tell you how grateful I am now? Alhamdulillah syukur. But I need to accomplish more things, so I will not waste my younger years and regret about it in the future.

And to dear Aqilah! Congrats on your wedding. Awak nampak sangat cantik! Sorry I didn't make it, hope to see you before you fly. I am truly proud of you. Honestly, tengok your wedding pix rasa nak menangis terharu. And at the same time, rasa nak kawin juga tapi apakan daya, study belum tamat.

Eh tapi kalau kawin sekarang, boleh jadi dapat result yang mantap sebab dah tak banyak dosa dating kan?