Selamat Hari Raya!

Selamat Hari raya to One and All! I know this is a bit late, but thousand apologies for any mistakes done, words that might have torn certain hearts, and actions that have offended certain bodies.

So how's raya? Mine is great as always. Raya has always been good if the 1st of Syawal is celebrated at Kampung. Everthing is still tradionally done, the tradition is still there and most importantly, the get together that brings 20 families into 1 house in a day!

Banyak family means banyak kinds. Even tho kids might "menjengkelkan" aku, but senang cerita, tak payah layan ah. Honestly, I don't like kids no matter how cute they can be. But they just annoy the hell out of me. I am sorry kids, hidayah dan petunjuk untuk saya menyukai anda-anda semua belum sampai. hihi. At least, even tho I dislike kids, it is good enough that I am not the type who would scold them. Tak baik tau marah anak orang, cuba kalau suatu hari kita ada anak, orang marah anak kita, kecik ati mak!

Later I will upload my raya pix! Attended Didi's house and melantak lamb banyak gila. Rumah Reena melantak soto banyak juga.

Bila nak kawin?

I am sure, most of us had once or trillion times been asked about that question. Allrighty, I get the point; when we reached the age where most of us have successfully gain our degree or diplomas and what not.

But how I wish people are more sensetive upon this stupid question.

I've always been asked " bila nak kawin?". Dalam hati rasa annoyed/irritated/fcuked up tuhan aja lah yang tahu. Because to me, I feel annoyed because it is clear to them that I am still studying. Tolonglah paham, duit pun takde, study pun berhingus lagi, financially unsecured to afford the living of post-marriage. And another thing is that, I know at this point, if I were forced to get married by my parents, I'll say why not?

But, I know marriage is a huge step. I have to get myself well-prepared. I do not want to be isteri nusyuz, ini tak pandai itu tak pandai, cakap ngan husband kasar-kasar, or after kawin baru nak start enjoy. Berdosa besar suami nanti, cukup lah sekarang ayah sendiri dah tanggung dosa gua. Getting married sounds fun and "in-thing" now, but please, do not ask people who are still struggling for a piece of a degree certificate. I am totally annoyed. No degree, no marry curry maggi mee.

I have to ensure that I am financially secured first, got myself a Miu Miu bag using my OWN money. Taknak la pula dah kawin nanti beli sanitary pad pun mintak duit laki ye dok?

Just my 2 sen. For I want people to stop asking.

We are 10 months!

We are 10 months!

We first met after 5 years of not meeting each other on the

11th of August 2008.

Well I really do not know how to narrate my timelines, but all I know is my life has always been better with his existance.

;)

This Ramadhan.

A self-note to myself-this Ramadhan might be the last Ramadhan for myself. Even for everyone. For we do not know how long God is allowing us to breathe. So I keep telling myself to make full use of this Ramadhan to repay, do good deeds, spend most of the nights reciting, zikir and praying. Not trying to portray myself as a lil-goodie-two-shoes here, but as a Muslim, I think all of us are responsible to keep reminding each other right? Regardless of who you are and where you come from.

I keep feeling sorry for myself after I missed some of my Tarawih prayers. Why did I chose lepak over Tarawih? My bad. What if I wouldn't be here next year? What if next year I broke my both legs. We will never know. We plan everything, but He decides.

I chose Restaurant City and Country Story over night prayers. My bad again. When will I ever learn from my mistakes? When?

Selamat menyambut Nuzul Quran btw. Bersama-sama lah kita menginsafkan diri sendiri. This last thread of Ramadhan, lets do more good deeds.

For the current being, I should concentrate more on myself. Mind my own business. Talk less with people unless closest friends,because words; if not used properly might torn people's heart. Be nice to everyone and do not be afraid of losing anyone. I thank Siti Mazalina for this wonderful advices. You never know how much I owe you and I will always seek for your advice.
I love you. May Allah protect you and your whole family.

Sorry for any wrongdoings to anyone. We might not know when is our last day.

Addiction

I am currently addicted to Restaurant City. Lagi teruk bila whenever I am outside, jalan-jalan tengok restaurants pun boleh ada idea nak decorate bagaimana. Bunyi macam loser. Hihihi.

Anyway, just to get rid of the total addiction to Restaurant City, I tried beading!

So here is the 1st attempt.

Baju kurung tah bila tah nak pandai jahit. :

History may not be repeated again.

This is not going to be good entry, but I need to blog about it anyway.

Title is a direct translation of Newboyz's song, back then. Sejarah mungkin berulang. I remember when I was in highschool, loathed the boy band, decided to make a fool out of their song. But look at tomok now, he proved to us that he really can sing! But that's not what I am trying to share here. So here goes.

We all been through our ups and down, break ups and hook ups, hating and loving, stumbling and rising steadily again. We all went to the phases before.

What we, or I know is that, what is past will remain in the past. But what I dont comprehend here is, why is the past keep haunting this particular person? Why is friendship tied with anyone else can be such a big problem to this person? Why are you trying to break people's friendship?Maybe you are afraid of your-so-called-good-image to be jeopordized?

Stop thinking as if youre the nicest thing on earth. Stop looking for friends when you need anything to borrow but when you dont need anything to borrow you just talk cock.

And stop thinking as if you know me very well.

Bulan Remdan.

Sorry for the lack of updates! I don't feel like blogging on a frequent basis anymore. Reason being is that I am quite occupied. So Ramadhan has been such a great holy month. Everynight during Tarawih I have this feeling that I don't want this month to end. Nice, sunny but not that hot weather, less hazy, finally the air is clear! Cumulusnimbus clouds can be seen beautifully everywhere!

The Ramadhan bazaar in the evening is one of the reasons why we love Ramadhan. But the sad thing is that, some of the kuih-muih's that we bought tak sedap. I wonder, ikhlas kah mereka ini berniaga? So I decided to make all the kuih-muihs by myself. (my mum is happy with that). Just now she told my sister "Tak payah la beli kuih kat pasar, tak sedap, kuih yang Ijah buat lagi sedap". So terharu okay.

My house is currently macam harewire! On renovation, house is extended, with another room complete with a bathroom (for me! for me! yay!), kitchen is also extended. So rumah sangat dusty and sandy (seperti di tepian pantai). I should get more ideas from ShikinHambali then for my room. btw Shikin, don't forget the KomputerMuzik!

So that is all. Be good during Ramadhan. During Ramadhan, it's good to kurangkan bercakap, so we offend people less. Hence, tambahkan pahala dengan tidak menyakitkan hati orang lain. :)