Hello Again :)

Assalamualaikum and Hello to everyone.

Upon requests by fellow friends, I am back blogging! Gosh I feel like a celebrity!

It has been a year since I last posted something. Refer to the 2nd last entry below, I have so far, bought 2 of the items in my wish list. Which is an iphone (which has been sold last year) and a Macbook Air. Yay!

Now lets talk about my material BFF which is the Macbook Air. Please be mindful that I do not mean to brag on material possession or whatnot. I just want to share the excitement of earning and spending. I bought my material BFF circa hmm, I can't recall. Maybe about 4 months ago. So far, it has A LOT of difference to compare with my previous Acer PC. It's really light, very user friendly where you can actually manage all your documents and easier to access them. Talk about light, yes I can easily dump my BFF into my handbag and in the end regret because the dumping has scratched my BFF. And that is when the purple iSeek cover became its savior.

Next, lets talk about career. I am now working in a one of the biggest IT company in the world. So when I said the biggest, it doesn't mean what I am doing is big. I am just in charge of a small portion of hundreds of processes in a supply chain. I doubt everyone would understand that, even myself is not well comprehended. :P

Oh Lord I have so many things to share. I will share in next post which I don't know when will I do that. Please pray that I will stay. I am going to share about my December 2010's trip to Spain, Morroco and Egypt. Yeah the last vacation on my parents' money.

pelukciumpelukcium.

Long time no see.

Hello again to my blog.

Sorry for the long hiatus. Year 2010 has been great to me (so far) that it has made me to neglect my blog. Same goes to my reading habit. Caused by the massive amount of numbers that I have to observe and calculate everyday, I became lazy to come out with ideas that have to nicely arranged literally.If you know what I mean.

Life is treating me good so far. 2010 is great. God is great. Been hiking, running (well before peak period came), being conscious on my eating habit, cut some bad habits, replace my iPod with another version of ipod, sold my camera so that I can buy my dream Pen and etc, learned some chords and currently on my way to a new project, meeting new faces, went to a play and hoping to attend more, concerts, more live bands, going out with my family on Saturdays (If clinic doesn't call)

Too many things, so little time. Why ? Because I know, in 2011, I don't have much time like now anymore.

It's either I got married, being too occupied with workloads or my time has come. Who knows?

:)

Hello 2010.

I am back-dated. I know right?

I'll be right back.

Wishlist.

Yeah I know people are busy drooling over BBs. I was before but BB is just not for me. I don't want to be too attached with the bbm, facebook etc. I just need a device that includes my music, games and movies that will accompany me when I am bored. I mean, now everytime I go out, I need to bring my phone, my iPod and camera besar malas nak bawak. So with iPhone is easy. Just one device and wallah!


A serious compact camera. But this is more to gatal-gatal purpose. Hehehe. But if tiada rezeki pun tak mengapa. Duit lebih baik simpan untuk masa depan.

yeah, a lappy that probability rosak sebab virus very low.

I need to work my ass out to purchase these things. Kan best kalau parents jenis spoil kan I mintak barang and dapat. : Tak apa, biar hidup susah sekarang. (sedapkan hati). Jadi kerja-kerja-kerja lah!

November Rain.

Hello earthlings!

I am currently enjoying my current freedom before my practical starts. Nasib baik ada kerja selain data entry, now can spend some time to learn playing some musical instruments. Just to keep this brain functioning!

Since days are cold and wet, nothing much of outdooor activities I can do. :( But fret not, hujan itu rahmat. :D

Here some of the pictures for last night's dinner. It was for our November babies!

Tooodles!~

Better half of me.

Today, marked our very 1 year anniversary! It feels like only last month I met him for the first time after 5 years of not seeing nor keeping in touch with each other. Thank you to Fb :)

Who knew I would end up with someone who is my bestfriend's brother's bestfriend. Who knew I would end up with this friend yang selalu baik hati while I was in Asasi UM hantarkan balik rumah. Last time budak lagi, I couldn't detect any prawns behind petai. I never knew that he would be mine. :)

Throughout this one whole year, we'd been through a lot. From cries to laughs. And he is the most understanding person that I've known. His existance completes my life. The fact that we have almost the same interest, from hobbies to music to our perception towards life; just made our relationship more interesting. The best relationship I've ever have. And he, being the nicest and awesome boyfriend and a friend, is the best I could ever wished for.

We can spend hours talking a bout life, and can also senyap for hours bila gaduh. gaduh besar kadang-kadang memang best. Hidup mesti ada drama!

So, we didn't really celebrate the anny, like giving cards, bracelet/rings and all that crap. Elleh, bukan kawin lagi pun. Just went out for a dinner at Tony Romas. Makan is the thing that I do best. Gambar pun tak ambil, again..bukan kawin lagi pun!

To me, it's not the celebration that matters. Really. Maybe I've changed a bit since I am with him. What is more important to me is just him. Knowing that he is always with me, makes his time for me and respects me. Celebration and all that crap don't mattter anymore. We've grown up right?

p/s : GG episode 8. The conversation between Serena and Blair waktu mereka bergaduh is the diggity yaall (statement Mia adik Reena)

Ive'never been this happy in relationship before. Alhamdulillah.

yeah, cheeks tu nampak glowing thanks to Benefit's Benetint! Anything from Benefit is just awesome!

I am still alive and kicking!

Hello earthlings!

Just done with my second last paper and one more to go!! Pls God help in facing this laziness of mine.

So nothing much these lately. But yeah, I've moved into a new room with an attached toilet. Mak saya kata senang nanti bila nak kahwin dah ada toilet terus. (yes! they have started to think about it tho I haven't!)

To Shikin Hambali : Mangkuk ayun punya sinki tuh I gagal utk mendapatkannya! sshhyte.

So now, the room is not yet decorated, I need some funds, and some time to think about it because for the time being, I am just as busy as a bee sitting for my second last final. (Yeah one more semester to go WITH examination and I'm off to go). So here are the pictures.

This is my old room. I've been in this room since I was 9! So I was emo la during the very first night sleeping in the new room. :( The old room actually lagi "serene" gitu, because it is facing pokok-pokok alongside the Jln Bahagia. Bila stress tengok tingkap. Malam-malam sometimes terdengar suara Aref bising-bising outside Tita's house.

Oh yea, a bit messy. Ignore it. :P

The roses! My mum pilihkan. So sweet la kadang-kadang.

So this is the new room. Colour tersilap pilih sebenarnya.Wanted something a bit reddish, and the wall is actually not thaaattt pink, but due to the reflection colour of purple, there you go, pink and purple. Nevermind, I can accept it. But within 2 years time, IF I'm getting married or something, I'll change the colour.

So Zack tercinta helped me angkat kan all the almari and semua benda. If tak memang tak larat. Thank you! My mum was a bit pelik, saying that Zack punya badan agak kecik but able to angkat everything. Elleh, sebab Faiza pun angkat sekali kut. :P

Well that's all for now. Later whenever I rajin, I'll blog again.

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Sometimes, we just have to be patience. Wishes and hopes don't come in an instant. Alhamdulillah. My prayers have been answered. Let's just hope it will last. And more years to come! Amin.

Neglected place.

Hello earthlings.

I keep dragging myself to update this blog. Yes. Because I have a life to share with the real world. This blog seems to be quite unproductive.

Last week, I unintentionally broke my watch. Cermin depan dia totally pecah.The pink big wrist watch given from someone from the past. I kept wearing the watch, with the reason of; other watches are out of batteries. Nothing personal, nothing. Was thinking of buying a new watch, but I'd rather save the money for rainy days.

Finally, I can't wear it anymore. It's a sign to me that, when something is not totally mine, even though it came from the past, have become a history, then I should not keep it.

I asked Z before, wether it is O-K for me to wear it, and he said it should be no problem. But as I was thinking, if I were to put myself in his shoes, I wouldn't let my partner wears stuff the ex gave, knowing my level of jealousy is quite ..-through infinity and beyond~ So now, the watch should be at its right place; not to be seen or simply throw it.

Coping up with things

Hello earthlings

Seems like Faiza doesn't really have time to update her blog right? Ive been quite busy with open houses, house cleaning due to the renovation, tests as well as coping up with things that I don't really want to cope with ; dramas.

Sometimes I wonder, is it true ex-s can't be friends? Well for me, I can always be friends with them. But friends should be treated as normal friends you know, like normal conversation and everything's normal. But if your ex keep on bringing up the history, the fact that both of you had been together and what ever shit that is, I don't really think the ex has anything interesting to talk about, tak get over lagi pun boleh jadi, and your ex a total emoloser. So my opinion is, we can always be friends but it depends on the attitude.

Another that is, I've always opt for ignorance for I know ignorance is bliss. Truly blissful. Why does it so wrong for me, not to entertain everyone for I think it is always best for me to mind my own business? It is funny how we have reached the age of 20 somethings but failed to act like adults. I am totally tired of these stupid cakap belakang thing, hasut batu api thing. Because of this, I will keep on stereotyping people who came from this "state" tho I am sewaktu of the state. I am not a perfect person either, but at least I mind my own business and tak melaga-lagakan friendship orang.

I never knew that being a "stylish" person; as claimed by the person is the reason I have more friends. Mazhab mana pula ini. Tak layan salah, jadi stylo pun salah. Kepam la kamu ni.

Sorry for the emo post. Suka hati wa la, ini page wa.

Selamat Hari Raya!

Selamat Hari raya to One and All! I know this is a bit late, but thousand apologies for any mistakes done, words that might have torn certain hearts, and actions that have offended certain bodies.

So how's raya? Mine is great as always. Raya has always been good if the 1st of Syawal is celebrated at Kampung. Everthing is still tradionally done, the tradition is still there and most importantly, the get together that brings 20 families into 1 house in a day!

Banyak family means banyak kinds. Even tho kids might "menjengkelkan" aku, but senang cerita, tak payah layan ah. Honestly, I don't like kids no matter how cute they can be. But they just annoy the hell out of me. I am sorry kids, hidayah dan petunjuk untuk saya menyukai anda-anda semua belum sampai. hihi. At least, even tho I dislike kids, it is good enough that I am not the type who would scold them. Tak baik tau marah anak orang, cuba kalau suatu hari kita ada anak, orang marah anak kita, kecik ati mak!

Later I will upload my raya pix! Attended Didi's house and melantak lamb banyak gila. Rumah Reena melantak soto banyak juga.

Bila nak kawin?

I am sure, most of us had once or trillion times been asked about that question. Allrighty, I get the point; when we reached the age where most of us have successfully gain our degree or diplomas and what not.

But how I wish people are more sensetive upon this stupid question.

I've always been asked " bila nak kawin?". Dalam hati rasa annoyed/irritated/fcuked up tuhan aja lah yang tahu. Because to me, I feel annoyed because it is clear to them that I am still studying. Tolonglah paham, duit pun takde, study pun berhingus lagi, financially unsecured to afford the living of post-marriage. And another thing is that, I know at this point, if I were forced to get married by my parents, I'll say why not?

But, I know marriage is a huge step. I have to get myself well-prepared. I do not want to be isteri nusyuz, ini tak pandai itu tak pandai, cakap ngan husband kasar-kasar, or after kawin baru nak start enjoy. Berdosa besar suami nanti, cukup lah sekarang ayah sendiri dah tanggung dosa gua. Getting married sounds fun and "in-thing" now, but please, do not ask people who are still struggling for a piece of a degree certificate. I am totally annoyed. No degree, no marry curry maggi mee.

I have to ensure that I am financially secured first, got myself a Miu Miu bag using my OWN money. Taknak la pula dah kawin nanti beli sanitary pad pun mintak duit laki ye dok?

Just my 2 sen. For I want people to stop asking.

We are 10 months!

We are 10 months!

We first met after 5 years of not meeting each other on the

11th of August 2008.

Well I really do not know how to narrate my timelines, but all I know is my life has always been better with his existance.

;)

This Ramadhan.

A self-note to myself-this Ramadhan might be the last Ramadhan for myself. Even for everyone. For we do not know how long God is allowing us to breathe. So I keep telling myself to make full use of this Ramadhan to repay, do good deeds, spend most of the nights reciting, zikir and praying. Not trying to portray myself as a lil-goodie-two-shoes here, but as a Muslim, I think all of us are responsible to keep reminding each other right? Regardless of who you are and where you come from.

I keep feeling sorry for myself after I missed some of my Tarawih prayers. Why did I chose lepak over Tarawih? My bad. What if I wouldn't be here next year? What if next year I broke my both legs. We will never know. We plan everything, but He decides.

I chose Restaurant City and Country Story over night prayers. My bad again. When will I ever learn from my mistakes? When?

Selamat menyambut Nuzul Quran btw. Bersama-sama lah kita menginsafkan diri sendiri. This last thread of Ramadhan, lets do more good deeds.

For the current being, I should concentrate more on myself. Mind my own business. Talk less with people unless closest friends,because words; if not used properly might torn people's heart. Be nice to everyone and do not be afraid of losing anyone. I thank Siti Mazalina for this wonderful advices. You never know how much I owe you and I will always seek for your advice.
I love you. May Allah protect you and your whole family.

Sorry for any wrongdoings to anyone. We might not know when is our last day.

Addiction

I am currently addicted to Restaurant City. Lagi teruk bila whenever I am outside, jalan-jalan tengok restaurants pun boleh ada idea nak decorate bagaimana. Bunyi macam loser. Hihihi.

Anyway, just to get rid of the total addiction to Restaurant City, I tried beading!

So here is the 1st attempt.

Baju kurung tah bila tah nak pandai jahit. :

History may not be repeated again.

This is not going to be good entry, but I need to blog about it anyway.

Title is a direct translation of Newboyz's song, back then. Sejarah mungkin berulang. I remember when I was in highschool, loathed the boy band, decided to make a fool out of their song. But look at tomok now, he proved to us that he really can sing! But that's not what I am trying to share here. So here goes.

We all been through our ups and down, break ups and hook ups, hating and loving, stumbling and rising steadily again. We all went to the phases before.

What we, or I know is that, what is past will remain in the past. But what I dont comprehend here is, why is the past keep haunting this particular person? Why is friendship tied with anyone else can be such a big problem to this person? Why are you trying to break people's friendship?Maybe you are afraid of your-so-called-good-image to be jeopordized?

Stop thinking as if youre the nicest thing on earth. Stop looking for friends when you need anything to borrow but when you dont need anything to borrow you just talk cock.

And stop thinking as if you know me very well.

Bulan Remdan.

Sorry for the lack of updates! I don't feel like blogging on a frequent basis anymore. Reason being is that I am quite occupied. So Ramadhan has been such a great holy month. Everynight during Tarawih I have this feeling that I don't want this month to end. Nice, sunny but not that hot weather, less hazy, finally the air is clear! Cumulusnimbus clouds can be seen beautifully everywhere!

The Ramadhan bazaar in the evening is one of the reasons why we love Ramadhan. But the sad thing is that, some of the kuih-muih's that we bought tak sedap. I wonder, ikhlas kah mereka ini berniaga? So I decided to make all the kuih-muihs by myself. (my mum is happy with that). Just now she told my sister "Tak payah la beli kuih kat pasar, tak sedap, kuih yang Ijah buat lagi sedap". So terharu okay.

My house is currently macam harewire! On renovation, house is extended, with another room complete with a bathroom (for me! for me! yay!), kitchen is also extended. So rumah sangat dusty and sandy (seperti di tepian pantai). I should get more ideas from ShikinHambali then for my room. btw Shikin, don't forget the KomputerMuzik!

So that is all. Be good during Ramadhan. During Ramadhan, it's good to kurangkan bercakap, so we offend people less. Hence, tambahkan pahala dengan tidak menyakitkan hati orang lain. :)

Apa di atas.

Hello earthlings.



1.Sorry for the lack of blog entries these lately. I've been quite occupied, catching up with studies and working. Juggling me time between the 2. It is not that easy. Plus, I am quite and out-going person that it is quite hard to sacrifice on that matter too!



2.Ezlyn is flying back to Ireland this Thursday, going to miss her a lot. :( I had such a wonderful time during her presence in our hot and humid country.



3.Attended Nad's engagement this afternoon. Can't wait for the big day yay yay yayyy!



4. It has been a year Zack and I been going out. The first one was on 11.August. Time flies like a missile. We've been through ups and downs together. Let's just pray for more wonderful years together to come. Amin. I love you. always. (InsyaAllah).<--well, kita taktau apa akan jadi in the future kan?



5. Selamat menyambut Ramadhan to all Muslims!

Mahu menangis la macam ini.

Poster taken from Alif's fb. The pix was taken during the trip to spore last year. Nak nangis terharu. She's made it! With Incubus and all the big names! Mars Volta grrrrr....

Frown.

Something isn't right these lately. I don't really know what it is. Even if I managed to know any, I don't even know how to explain.

More to feeling down. Mostly down.

Study and working.

For some who do not know, for the time being, I am working and studying at the same time. In the morning I go to classes, in the evening I go to work.

Working in the evening as stated here is not like what that came across you mind just now (yeah, I can see it coming! i can see it!. Nope, I don't work as a bartender, GRO (sebab the other day during class, I was telling Rose " weh aku keja mlm ni, eh apesal bunyi mcm keje pelacur je ni?". ngehehe.

I continue working with the doctor, since they called me up and asked me a favor to continue so I thought, why not?

Honestly, it is tiring. But there is always a good side of it. I earn extra income, my loan money can be invested into somewhere profitable for my future,(IELTS, ACCA or wedding), time will not be wasted and being busy.

During working hours, I can still study since Doctor has been encouraging me to do so. And now, my studies is not affected at all. Alhamdulillah. In fact, I have a better time management!

Apart from that, I learned a lot. Working with doctor. You know that doctor is always associated with giving humanity services to the community? Now I learned more when it comes to meeting people, how to communicate maturely, treat the elderly respectfully and so on.

So when people asked me " why of all places you go and work at clinic?"

Maybe my reason being so is that myself is quite random once in a while, I'd like to try something different than my very own profession. It's fun ya know! Since I am still studying, I can try different things knowing I'll be sitting around my desk with a full set of company's account to deal with in the future.

:) I am tremendously happy with who, what and how I am today. Alhamdulillah.